Falling in Reverse - Popular Monster (explicit)

 Falling in Reverse - Popular Monster

 I wake up every morning 
With my head up in a daze 
I’m not sure if I should say this f--k,  I’ll say it anyway 
Everybody tries to tell me that I’m going through a phase I don’t know if it’s a phase 
I just wanna feel okay 
I battle with depression but the question still remains is this post traumatic stressin’ or 
Am I suppressing rage and my doctor tries to tell me that I’m going through a phase yea it’s not a f---ing phase I just wanna feel okay 
Okay yea I battle with this bullshit everyday 
and it’s probably cause my demons simultaneously rage. 
And it obliterates me 
Disintegrates me 
Annihilates me 

Cause I’m about to break down
Searching for a way out 
I’m a liar I’m a cheater I’m a non-believer 
I’m a popular, popular monster 
I break down falling into love now 
With falling apart 
I’m a popular popular monster 

I think I’m going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze 
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace I’m in a race against myself I try to keep a steady pace 
how the f--k will I escape if I never close my case? 
Whoa. 
Oh my god I keep on stressin’ every second 
That I waste is another second sooner to a blessing’ I won’t take but my therapist will tell me that I’m going through a stage it’s not a f---ing stage I just wanna feel okay 
Okay m-----f---er now you got my attention 
I need to change a couple things cause something is missin’
and what if I were to lie?
Tell you everything is fine 
Every single f---ing day I get closer to the grave I am terrified 
I fell asleep at the wheel again
Crashed my car just to feel again 
It obliterates me 
Disintegrates me 
Annihilates me 
Cause 

I’m about to break down 
Searching for a way out 
I’m a liar I’m a cheater 
I’m a non believer 
I’m
A popular, popular monster 
I break down falling into love now 
With falling apart 
I’m a popular, popular f---ing 
MONSTER 

Here we go again m-----f---er. 

We’re sick and tired of wondering 
Praying to a god that you don’t believe 
We’re Searching for the truth in the lost and found 
So the question I ask is 
Where the f--k is your god now?