Bent Ardi - Monster Inside

 Bent Ardi - Monster Inside

 

I don’t even know,
who I am anymore. 
Every time I try to breathe,
it hurts even more. (No) 
The scars they left,
don’t ever seem to fade. 
I keep pretending,
but I’m not okay.

I look in the mirror,
I don’t like what I see. 
A stranger staring back,
feels nothing like me.

There’s a monster inside,
screaming in my head. 
Born from the pain,
from the words they said.
I try to run, but there’s nowhere to hide. 
I can’t escape,
the monster inside. 

(The monster inside) 
(The monster inside) 

I remember the nights,
when I begged to be heard,
my voice was broken,
they killed every word.
I laugh when I’m empty,
I smile when I’m weak 
I bury the secrets,
I’m too scared to speak.

I wish I could kill it, I’ve tried a thousand times,
But the monster inside is still alive.

There’s a monster inside,
screaming in my head. 
Born from the pain,
from the words they said.
I try to run, but there’s nowhere to hide. 
I can’t escape,
the monster inside.

I can’t control it...
I can’t let go…
IT’S TAKING OVER, 
IT'S TAKING OVER..............! 

There’s a monster inside,
screaming in my head. 
Born from the pain,
from the words they said.
I try to run, but there’s nowhere to hide. 
I can’t escape,
the monster inside.

There’s a monster inside,
screaming in my head,
Living in the silence,
feeding on regret.
I try to run, but there’s nowhere to hide,
I’m losing myself,
to the monster inside.

I am the monster inside...