1 AND unto the angel of the church in Sardis write; These things saith he that hath the seven Spirits of God,
and the seven stars; I know thy works, that thou hast a name that thou livest, and art dead.
2 Be watchful and strengthen the things which remain, that are ready to die: for I have not found thy
works perfect before God.
3 Remember therefore how thou hast received and heard, and hold fast, and repent. If therefore thou shalt
not watch, I will come on thee as a thief. and thou shalt not know what hour I will come upon thee.
4 Thou hast a few names even in Sardis which have not defiled their garments; and they shall walk with
me in white: for they are worthy.
5 He that overcometh, the same shall be clothed in white raiment; an I will not blot out his name out
of the book of life, but I will confess his name before my Father, and before his angels.
6 He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches.
7 And to the angel of the church in Philadelphia write; These things saith he that is holy, he that is true,
he that hath the key of David, he that openeth, and no man shutteth; and shutteth, and no man openeth;
8 I know thy works: behold, I have set before thee an open door, and no man can shut it: for thou hast
a little strength, and hast kept my word, and hast not denied my name.
9 Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie;
behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee.
10 Because thou hast kept the word of my patience, I also will keep thee from the hour of temptation,
which shall come upon all the word, to try them that dwell upon the earth.
11 Behold, I come quickly: hold that fast which thou hast that no man take thy crown.
12 Him that overcometh will I make a pillar in the temple of my God, and he shall go no more out:
and I will write upon him the name of my God, and the name of the city of my God, which is new
Jerusalem, which cometh down out of heaven from my God; and I will write upon him my new name.
13 He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches.
14 And unto the angel of the church of the Laodiceans write; These things saith the Amen, the faithful
and true witness, the beginning of the creation of God;
15 I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot.
16 So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth.
17 Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not
that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked:
18 I counsel thee to buy of me gold tried in the fire, that thou mayest be clothed, and that the shame of
thy nakedness do not appear; and anoint thine eyes with eyesalve, that thou mayest see.
19 As many as I love, I rebuke and chasten: be zealous therefore, and repent.
20 Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to
him, and will sup with him, and he with me.
21 To him that overcometh will I grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down
with my Father in his throne.
22 He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches.
Revelation Chapter Three - KJV
Tuesday, December 23, 2025
Revelation Chapter Three
The VANNS - Ever
I know it's been a while
Though we never truly talked about it
More just harboured our thoughts and shouted
Ah
Did we go outta style
Weren't you gonna be my wife and proud of it
Now I just accept my life as how it is
Ah
And it's been harder than usual lately
And I ain't saying that's your fault
What would that make me?
Ok, I'm gonna say it
I think you're looking at it the wrong way
We said we were never changing for anyone
And though it's been a while
I still see you as a kind of royalty
I still feel a strange kind of loyalty to ya
When it all went south, I went with it
Straight from your mouth and straight into my visions
I took what I felt on
I've crossed the Rubicon
Ok, I'm gonna say it
I think you're looking at it the wrong way
We said we were never changing for anyone
Ever
Ever
And it's been harder than usual lately
And yeah, I'm saying that's your fault
What does that make me?
Ok, I'm gonna say it
I think you're looking at it the wrong way
We said we were never changing for anyone
Ever
Well, go on and say it
If you think I'm going 'bout it the wrong way
We said we were never changing for anyone
Ever
Iyah May - Good Citizen
Oh you're a nazi
Oh you want peace
Keep up the porn
Keep up the chems
Keep up the war war war
Keep up the reps
Keep up the dems
Giving them more more more
Stay silent, stay violent
Stay plugged in and divided
You're just a citizen ya still on a leash
It doesn't matter which team you choose
At the end of the game you lose
Your'e just a chess piece on a board full of vaders
Cool now let's get rid of the cash
Digital ID and Let's turn up the tax
Mr Thiel, Mr Anderson
They warned us with the blue pill
And they tell us before they do it
In the movies
Like it ain't real
Billy Gates he makes a profit off disease
Buys up the farms and patents what we eat
Him and Pfizer got a trillion-dollar dream
You can go and depopulate the elites
So They killed Charlie
And They killed Marley
Both the Kennedys and Marilyn
They killed Dianna
And they killed Jackson
We are their legacy
This is their anthem
Stay silent, stay violent
Stay plugged in and divided
This is an Orwellian wet dream
Puppet strings are under threat
Burn our souls to power the machine
Puppet strings are under threat
Kill my flesh not my spirit
Puppet strings are under threat
Are you a wolf in a world full of sheep
Bombs drop from heaven just like hail
Dragged your own through the mud well done Israel
When the altar and the ballot and the barrel shouldn't meet
Cleanse a country kill the children
Mr Bibi how do you sleep
Palantir watch us like hawks
And Blackrock is black to its core
Funding the digital war
Starmer like Judas on tour
Now be a good civilian
While the folks on the hill keep making billions
Keep up the porn
Keep up the chem
Keep up the war war war
Keep up the reps
Keep up the dems
Giving them more more more
Stay silent, stay violent
Stay plugged in and divided
Cool now let's get rid of the cash
Digital ID and Let's turn up the tax
Mr Thiel, Mr Anderson
They warned us with the blue pill
And they tell us before they do it
In the movies
Like it ain't real
This is an Orwellian wet dream
Puppet strings are under threat
Burn our souls to power the machine
Puppet strings are under threat
Kill my flesh not my spirit
Puppet strings are under threat
Are you a wolf in a world full of sheep
This is an Orwellian wet dream
Puppet strings are under threat
Burn our souls to power the machine
Puppet strings are under threat
Kill my flesh not my spirit
Puppet strings are under threat
Are you a wolf in a world full of sheep
Noah Gundersen - Round Here - Live (Counting Crows Cover)
Step out the front door like a ghost into the fog
Where no one notices the contrast of white on white
And in between the moon and you, the angels get a better view
Of the crumbling difference between wrong and right
Well, I walk in the air between the rain, through myself and back again
Where? I don't know
Maria says she's dying, through the door I hear her crying
Why? I don't know
'Round here, we always stand up straight
'Round here, something radiates
Maria came from Nashville with a suitcase in her hand
She said she'd like to meet a boy who looks like Elvis
And she walks along the edge of where the ocean meets the land
Just like she's walking on a wire in the circus
She parks her car outside of my house and takes her clothes off
Says she's close to understanding Jesus
And she knows she's more than just a little misunderstood
She has trouble acting normal when she's nervous
'Round here, we're carving out our names
'Round here, we all look the same
'Round here, we talk just like lions
But we sacrifice like lambs
'Round here, she's slipping through my hands
Whoa-oh
Sleeping children, better run like the wind
Out of the lightning dream
Mama's little baby better get herself in
Out of the lightning
She says, "It's only in my head"
She says, "Shh, I know it's only in my head"
But the girl on the car in the parking lot
Says, "Man, you should try to take a shot
Can't you see my walls are crumbling?"
Then she looks up at the building, says she's thinking of jumping
She says she's tired of life, she must be tired of something
'Round here, she's always on my mind
'Round here, hey man, got lots of time
'Round here, we're never sent to bed early
And nobody makes us wait
'Round here, we stay up very, very, very, very late
I, I can't see nothin', nothin' 'round here
You catch me if I'm fallin', you catch me if I'm fallin'
Will you catch me? 'Cause I'm fallin' down on you
I said I'm under the gun 'round here
I'm innocent, I'm under the gun 'round here
And I can't see nothin', nothin' 'round here
Marc Scibilia - More To This - Official Lyric Video (Spanish)
Marc Scibilia - More To This
I've been thinking about dying
And how it's gonna be
My skin and bones give up the ghost
And I finally feel my fragile soul
And all I am falls into mystery
I've been thinking about after
And all the folks I wanna see
My neighbors says that this is it
My daughter says we live again
Most of the time I'm somewhere in between
Don't the question beg an answer
Don't a song beg a dancer
Don't you dare
Tell me that there
Aint more to this
There's more to this
I've been seeing this life different
Ever since you had to go
Fragile flowers in a field
60 stories made of steel
Birds above and business deals below
And I've been thinking about our lifetime
Like I never had before
100 years or a 100 days
100 times no difference babe
I would always want a 100 more
Don't the question beg and answer
Don't the song beg a dancer
Don't you dare
Tell me that there
Ain't more to this
And don't our tears beg for laughter
I promise Ill love you forever
So don't you dare
Tell me that there
Ain't more to this
There's more to this
Jesse Welles - Everything Must Die
Jesse Welles - Everything Must Die
how does it feel to be free
is it all that you wanted
all that you dreamed
how does it feel to be seen
the grass is the same
no matter how green
don't you know what they say
about all the ways you must go
don't you know what they do
to people like you
everyone is standing round
they'd love to bring you down
how does it feel to be clean
to know in your heart
to mean what you be
how does it feel to believe
to know it for certain
the things you can't see
don't you know what they say
about all the ways
you must go
don't you know what they do
to people like you
give an inch, they take a mile
life will only last a while
everything must die
it does you no good
to scream at the sky
everything must die
and I'm gonna miss it
but I'm gonna kiss it bye
how does it feel to be you
does it hurt you inside
to know what you do
how does it feel to be free
the bird in its cage
loves the song that it sings
don't you what they say
about all the ways you must go
don't you know what they do
to people like you
give an inch they take a mile
life will only last a while
everything must die
it does you no good
to scream at the sky
everything must die
and I'm gonna miss it
so I'm gonna kiss it bye
Jonah Kagen - Broken
I’m broken, tell you I’m fine
But you wouldn’t believe me
if you knew the things that crossed my mind
And I’m hurting, but I show no sign
‘Cause I’m afraid to give in, break down and waste your time
Now I’m begging you to come and pull me out the fire
Come and save me like you did when we were young
Oh please come bring me up from my lowest take me higher
Can you see me through the ashes and the smoke
I’m lonely, it’s been so long
Since I’ve felt loved, smiled, felt strong
And what can I do when I’m not friends with my reflection
When I don’t understand affection like you do
Now I’m begging you to come and pull me out the fire
Come and save me like you did when we were young
Oh please come bring me up from my lowest take me higher
Can you see me through the ashes and the smoke
You say that you’ll help me, tell me I’m worth it
But I don’t deserve it, I don’t deserve it
It’s easy for you ‘cause you know you’re perfect
And I need your hand but I don’t want to burn it
There’s blood on the counter and tears on the pages
While I write you a letter and then I quickly erase it
I’m shattered and beat down broken and weak now
So I’m begging you to come and pull me out the fire
Come quickly ‘cause I’m burning up inside
Oh please come bring me up from my lowest take me higher
Can you see me through the ashes and the smoke
Pull me out (x3)
Chris Cornell - Nearly Forgot My Broken Heart
Chris Cornell - Nearly Forgot My Broken Heart
Every time I stare into the sun
Trying to find a reason to go on
All I ever get is burned and blind,
Until the sky bleeds the pouring rain
When you came along the time was right
Pulled me like an apple red and ripe
Wasn't very long you took a bite
And did me wrong, and it serves me right
And I nearly forgot my broken heart
It's taking me miles away,
From the memory of how we broke apart
Here we go round again, again
Every little key unlocks the door,
Every little secret has a lie
Trying to take a picture of the sun
It won't help you to see the light
Every little word upon your lips
Makes a little cut where blood pours out
Every little drop of blood a kiss that I won't miss
Not for anything
And I nearly forgot my broken heart
It's taking me miles away,
From the memory of how we broke apart
Here we go round again
Every single feeling tells me this is leading to a heart
In broken little pieces and you know I need this
Like a hole in the head
Every single feeling tells me this is leading to a heart
In broken little pieces and you know I need this
Like a hole in the head
And I nearly forgot my broken heart
It's taking me miles away,
From the memory of how we broke apart
Here we go round again
And I nearly forgot my broken heart
It's taking me miles away,
From the memory of how we broke apart
Here we go round again...
Nothing More "We're In this Together" Nine Inch Nails Cover // SiriusXM // Octane
Nothing More "We're In this Together"
I've become impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us
(all used) all used and beaten up
watching fate, as it flows
down the path, we have chose
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
untill the very end of me
untill the very end of you
awake to the sound
as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
tryin to get their fingers in
well they gotta kill what we found
well they gotta hate what they fear
well they gotta make it go away
well they gotta make it disapear
the farther i fall i'm beside you
as lost as i get i will find you
the deeper the world i'm inside you
forever and ever i'm a part of you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us know
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
till the very end of me
till the very end of you
the world is gone we have to hold on x3
the world is gone but we can hold on
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
even after everything
your the queen and i'm the king
nothing else means anything
Jordan Page - Writing on the Wall (Soundstage Performance)
Jordan Page - Writing on the Wall
Is there anybody out here who feels the way I feel?
Is there anybody listening at all?
Are you waiting for an answer, a hero, or a sign?
Are you waiting for the writing on the wall?
Now once more, the end begins to come around, its happening again
What will it take before you see this road is heading nowhere?
But I won't go I won't be taken before my time is through
& I know there's nothing easy about what we have to do
Can anybody tell me, the place where we went wrong?
Is there anybody old enough to know?
A prison's grown around us, and illusions that we're free
Are reflections of the horrors in the stone
Born to believe the words they say, to dream the dreams, and play the games they play
We're bred to break our hands against the walls that we keep building on
I won't go, I won't be taken before my time is through
& I know there's nothing easy about what we have to do
But I can see the writing on the wall
Burning through the embers of our pride before the fall
When revolutions ebb and flow along the path of time
I set sail in the dark at high tide
Can anybody hear me? I sing these words today
But will anyone repeat them when I'm gone?
The world in all its poverty will circle round again
But the words will last forever in the song
And its one more time to turn around, one more chance to lay it down
One more line to stand my ground and say
Its been a long time, yeah it's a long time,
Since we started down this road, we know it well
And it's a long time, yes it's a long time,
How long will this go on, no one can tell
I won't go down a road so dark no one can light the way
& I know I can't go back to sleep or walk away
Is there anybody out here who feels the way I feel?
Is there anybody listening at all?
Rudimental - These Days (feat. Jess Glynne, Macklemore & Dan Caplen)
Rudimental - These Days (feat. Jess Glynne, Macklemore & Dan Caplen)
I know you moved onto someone new
Hope life is beautiful
You were the light for me to find my truth
I just wanna say, thank you
Leaving to find my soul
Told her I had to go
And I know it ain't pretty
When our hearts get broke
Too young to feel this old
Watching us both turn cold
Oh, I know it ain't pretty
When two hearts get broke
Yeah, I know it ain't pretty
When two hearts get broke
I hope someday
We'll sit down together
And laugh with each other
About these days, these days
All our troubles
We'll lay to rest
And we'll wish we could come back to these days
These days
These days, these days
These days, these days
Three years of ups and downs
Nothing to show for it now
And I know it ain't pretty when the fire burns out
Calling me when I'm drunk remind me of what I've done
And I know it ain't pretty when you're trying to move on, yeah
I hope someday
We'll sit down together
And laugh with each other
About these days, these days
All our troubles
We'll lay to rest
And we'll wish we could come back to these days, these days
Oh I know, I know
Oh I know, I know
Oh I know, I know
These days, these days
Oh I know, I know
Oh I know, I know
Oh I know, I know
To these days, these days
Cigarettes in the ashtray
Reminiscing on those past days
I thought you’d end up with my last name
But that changed
And I travelled around the world
Think where you living at now?
I heard you moved to Austin
Got an apartment and settled down
And every once in a while
I start texting
Write a paragraph
But then I delete the message
Think 'bout you like a past time
I could cry you a river
Get you baptised or
I wasn't ready to act right
Used to always think I'd get you back, right
They say that things fall apart
We were gonna move to Brooklyn
You were gonna study Art
Love is just a tool
To remind us who we are
And that we are not alone
And we're walking in the dark
I hope someday
We'll sit down together
And laugh with each other
About these days, these days
All our troubles
We'll lay to rest
And we'll wish we could come back to these days, these days
We'll wish we could come back to these days, these days
Green Day - American Idiot
[Verse 1]
Don't wanna be an American idiot
Don't want a nation under the new media
And can you hear the sound of hysteria?
The subliminal mindf--k America
[Chorus]
Welcome to a new kind of tension
All across the alienation
Where everything isn't meant to be okay
Television dreams of tomorrow
We're not the ones who're meant to follow
For that's enough to argue
[Verse 2]
Well, maybe I'm the faggot America
I'm not a part of a redneck agenda
Now everybody do the propaganda
And sing along to the age of paranoia
[Chorus]
Welcome to a new kind of tension
All across the alienation
Where everything isn't meant to be okay
Television dreams of tomorrow
We're not the ones who're meant to follow
For that's enough to argue
[Guitar Solo]
[Bridge]
Don't wanna be an American idiot
One nation controlled by the media
Information age of hysteria
It's calling out to idiot America
[Chorus]
Welcome to a new kind of tension
All across the alienation
Where everything isn't meant to be okay
Television dreams of tomorrow
We're not the ones who're meant to follow
For that's enough to argue
Monday, December 22, 2025
Revelation Chapter Two
1 UNTO the angel of the church of Ephesus write: These things saith he that holdeth the seven
stars in his right hand who walketh in the midst of the seven golden candlesticks;
2 I know thy works, and thy labour and thy patience, and how thou canst not bear them which
are evil: and thou hast tried them which say they are apostles, and are not, and hast found them liars:
3 And hast borne, and hast patience, and for my name's sake hast laboured, and hast not fainted.
4 Nevertheless I have somewhat against thee, because thou hast left thy first love.
5 Remember therefore from whence thou art fallen, and repent, and do the first works; or else I will
come unto thee quickly, and will remove thy candlestick out of his place, except thou repent.
6 But this thou hast, that thou hatest the deeds of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate.
7 He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches; To him that overcometh
I will give to eat of the tree of life, which is in the midst of the paradise of God.
8 And unto the angel of the church in Smyrna write; These things saith the first and the last,
which was dead, and is alive:
9 I know thy works, and tribulation, and poverty, (but thou art rich) and I know the blasphemy of them
which say thy are Jews, and are not, but are the synagogue of Satan.
10 Fear none of those things which thou shalt suffer; behold, the devil shall cast some of you into prison,
that ye may be tried; and ye shall have tribulation ten days: be thou faithful unto death, and I will give
thee a crown of life.
11 He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches; He that overcometh
shall not be hurt of the second death.
12 And to the angel of the church in Pergamos write; These things saith he which hath the sharp
sword with two edges;
13 I know thy works, and where thou dwellest, even where Satan's seat is: and thou holdest fast
my name, and hast not denied my faith, even in those days wherein Antipas was my faithful
martyr, who was slain among you where Satan dwelleth.
14 But I have a few things against thee, because thou hast there them that hold the doctrine of Balaam,
who taught Balac to cast a stumblingblock before the children of Israel, to eat things sacrificed
unto idols, and to commit fornication.
15 So hast thou also them that hold the doctrine of the Nicolaitanes, which thing I hate.
16 Repent; or else I will come unto thee quickly, and will fight against them with the sword of my mouth.
17 He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches; To him that overcometh
will I give to eat of the hidden manna, and will give him a white stone, and in the stone a new name
written, which no man knoweth saving he that receiveth it.
18 And unto the angel of the church in Thyatira write; These things saith the Son of God, who hath
his eyes like unto a flame of fire, and his feet are like fine brass;
19 I know thy works, and charity, and service, and faith, and thy patience, and thy works; and the last
to be more than the first.
20 Notwithstanding I have a few things against thee, because thou sufferest that woman Jezebel,
which calleth herself a prophetess, to teach and to seduce my servants to commit fornication,
and to eat things sacrificed unto idols.
21 And I gave her space to repent of her fornications; and she repented not.
22 Behold, I will cast her into a bed, and them that commit adultery with her into great tribulation,
except they repent of their deeds.
23 And I will kill her children with death; and all the churches shall know that I am he which
searcheth the reins and hearts: and I will give unto every one of you according to your works.
24 But unto you I say, and unto the rest in Thyatira, as many as have not this doctrine, and which
have not known the depths of Satan, as thy speak; I will put upon you none other burden.
25 But that which ye have already hold fast till I come.
26 And he that overcometh, and keepeth my works unto the end, to him will I give power over the nations:
27 And he shall rule them with a rod of iron; as the vessels of a potter shall they be broken to shivers:
even as I received of my Father.
28 And I will give him the morning star.
29 He that hath an ear, let him hear what the Spirit saith unto the churches.
Revelation Chapter Two - KJV
The Rose (더로즈) – Alive
The Rose (더로즈) – Alive
[Verse 1]
There's nights where I just wanna get floated
Sometimes, I kinda feel like I'm broken
Lost my color or maybe somebody stole it
Gets so dark inside, I love these heavy emotions
[Pre-Chorus]
Lately, my whole world feels like it's shaking
Everything is faded, changing
I don't care they call me crazy
Chorus]
Baby, I'm alive
And I've been driving through the night
Turning off the lights
And now I'm following the lines
Walking through the smoke and not even chokin'
Don't know where I'm going, I'm not even scared
Baby, I'm alive, and now I’m falling from the sky
[Verse 2]
I'm free when I'm rolling in silence
I can't breathe, I hear the echoes and sirens
Lost my color or maybe somebody stole it
Get so dark inside, I love these heavy emotions
[Pre-Chorus]
Lately, my whole world feels like it's shaking
Everything is faded, changing
I don't care they call me crazy
[Chorus]
Baby, I'm alive
And I've been driving through the night
Turning off the lights
And now I'm following the lines
Walking through the smoke and not even chokin'
Don't know where I'm going, I'm not even scared
Baby, I'm alive, and now I’m falling from the sky
Chorus]
Baby, I feel so alive
Baby, I feel so alive
Walking through the smoke and not even chokin'
Don't know where I'm going, I'm not even scared
Baby I'm alive, and now I’m falling from the sky
Baby I'm alive, and I've been driving through the night
Turning off the lights
Cobi - Church of the Lonely
Sweet hearts never last down here
Cause ain't nothing sweet about love
We walk on the line my dear
Fall and never get up
It's out of my hands
But I won't leave ya
Enough of your faith
Where does it lead ya
Cause love is not fair
And war isn't holy
This is our prayer
In the church of the lonely
Leave your tears at the alter
Your sons and your daughters
Its out of our hands
Time has finally caught us
We tried to be strong but
Its out of our hands
No fear for the law man
No words for the judge
Lost child to a mother long gone
Naw the devil ain't done
It's out of my hands
But I won't leave ya
Enough of your faith
Where does it lead ya
Cause love is not fair
And war isn't holy
This is our prayer
In the church of the lonely
Leave your tears at the alter
Your sons and your daughters
Its out of our hands
Time has finally caught us
We tried to be strong but
Its out of our hands
Trapped in a lonely town
Waiting for what comes around
If that's what it's all about
Close my eyes and lay me down
So much to talk about
So afraid to let it out
But we'll find a way somehow
Close to here but far from now
Leave your tears at the altar
Your sons and your daughters
Its out of our hands
Time has finally caught us
We tried to be strong but
Its out of our hands
half•alive - still feel.
when i'm furthest from myself •far away•
feeling closer to the stars •outer space•
i've been invaded by the dark •can't escape•
trying to recognize myself when i feel i've been replaced
i can feel a kick down in my soul
and its pulling me back to earth to let me know
i am not a slave, cant be contained
so pick me from the dark and pull me from the grave
'cause
i still feel alive
when it is hopeless, i start to notice
that i still feel alive
falling forward back into orbit
so when i lose my gravity in this sleepy womb
drifting as i dream, but i'll wake up soon
to realize the hand of life is reaching out
to rid me of my pride i call allegiance to myself
i can feel a kick down in my soul
it's pulling me back to earth to let me know
and this heart that beats inside of me will show
it will show
floating in outer space, have i misplaced a part of my soul?
lost in the in between, or so it seems, i'm out of control
floating in outer space, have i misplaced a part of my soul
lost in the in between but i cant keep me asleep for long
'cause
i still feel alive •i can feel it•
when it is hopeless •it ain't hopeless•
i start to notice •start to notice•
i still feel alive •i can feel it•
falling forward •falling forward•
back into orbit •yeah•
AWOLNATION - Panoramic View
I hurt my head, it's personal
I'm bleeding blue with panoramic view
My taste in you is personal
Look ma no hands in panoramic view
Somewhere out there still, I believe in magic
Let the monsters loose, I believe in magic
I won't let them hurt you
Lay your hands on me, I believe in magic
A romantic fool, I believe in magic
I won't let them hurt you
I'm getting old, it's personal
I'll take my toll in panoramic view
Please love this song, it's personal
I'll write my wrongs in panoramic view
Somewhere out there still, I believe in magic
Let the monsters loose, I believe in magic
I won't let them hurt you
Lay your hands on me, I believe in magic
A romantic fool, I believe in magic
I won't let them hurt you
I won't let them hurt you
I won't let them hurt you
My shirt don't fit, it's personal
I wrote this song in panoramic view
Somewhere out there still, I believe in magic
Let the monsters loose, I believe in magic
I won't let them hurt you
I won't let them
I won't let them
Lay your hands on me, I believe in magic
A romantic fool, I believe in magic
I won't let them hurt you
I won't let them
I won't let them
Somewhere out there still, I believe in magic
Let the monsters loose, I believe in magic
I won't let them hurt you
I won't let them
I won't let them
Lay your hands on me, I believe in magic
A romantic fool, I believe in magic
I won't let them hurt you
I won't let them
I won't let them
I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME - Choke
I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME - Choke
Stop
Drop
and drag me into place
and lock the fire escapes
I’ll break your pretty face
Oh, You
clever little things
the sycophantic teens
what a precious basket case
Now shut your dirty mouth
If I could burn this town
I wouldn’t hesitate
to smile while you suffocate and die
And that would be just fine
and what a lovely time that it would surely be
So bite your tongue
and choke yourself to sleep
You get everything you want
and money always talks
to the idiot savants
Now shut your dirty mouth
If I could burn this town
I wouldn’t hesitate
to smile while you suffocate and die
And that would be just fine
and what a lovely time that it would surely be
So bite your tongue and
choke yourself to sleep
Portugal. The Man - Feel It Still
Portugal. The Man - Feel It Still
Can’t keep my hands to myself
Think I’ll dust em off
Put em back up on the shelf
In case my little baby girl is in need
Am I comin outta left field
Ooh ooh I’m a rebel just for kicks now
I’ve been feeling it since 1966 now
Might be over now but I feel it still
Ooh ooh I’m a rebel just for kicks now
Let me kick it like its 1986 now
Might be over now but I feel it still
Got another mouth to feed
Leave it with the babysitter
Mama call the grave digger
Gone with the falling leaves
Am I comin outta left field
Ooh ooh I’m a rebel just for kicks now
I’ve been feeling it since 1966 now
Might have had your fill I can feel it still
Ooh ooh I’m a rebel just for kicks now
Let me kick it like its 1986 now
Might be over now I can feel it still
We can fight a war for peace
Give in to that easy livin
Goodbye to my hopes and dreams
Start flipping for my enemies
Or we can wait until the walls come down
It’s time to give a little to the kids in the middle
But oh until it falls won’t bother me
Is it coming back
Ooh ooh I’m a rebel just for kicks
Yeah my love is in abyss for my heart to eclipse now
Might be over now but I feel it still
Ooh ooh I’m a rebel just for kicks now
I’ve been feeling it since 1966 now
Might be over now but I feel it still
Ooh ooh I’m a rebel just for kicks now
Let me kick it like its 1986 now
Might be over now but I feel it still
Might have had your fill
I can feel it still
Manchester Orchestra - I Know How To Speak (The Black Mile Demos)
Manchester Orchestra - I Know How To Speak
I know how to speak
And I know where I'm going
I wanted to seek
But I got distracted
It's a mirage
One that leaves me embarrassed
'Cause no one knows me like you
You know there's nothing left for ya
So I continually move
Try to pass it through for ya, does that bore ya?
The pest about pain
It's timeless and honest
So let go of your shame
It's a dead, dampening blanket
It's a facade
Go back and look at your training
There's nobody else like you
I think I finally explained it
So I continue to move
Between the bank and the blanket, don't fake it
I, I'm really gonna try this time
I'm gonna give you my heart in spite of my soul
I, I'm really gonna to try this time
I'm gonna give you my heart in spite of my soul
I want your name
Burnt in my ceiling
Floats like a flame
An unpredictable wonder
You gave it all hope
That all the of this is a circle
There's nobody else like you
But so many that came before you
This is the moment I choose
Between the hope and the harness, so be honest
I, I'm really gonna try this time
I'm gonna give you my heart in spite of my soul
I, I'm really gonna try this time
I'm gonna give you my heart in spite of my soul
Durry - Who's Laughing Now
My mama always said I would regret it if I ever got a tattoo.
She said I'd never get a job like I ever wanted one with that attitude.
My dad said I had to learn to drive a stick shift, but every van I ever had was an automatic.
My friends said that someday I would make it big, but I'm still living in the basement.
I'm just as broke as the day I was born.
But I still make it work just like everybody else does.
It's all just a cruel joke and everybody knows there's no way out.
Well who's laughing now?
The tv said that I would never get a girlfriend unless I had a six pack and smoked cigarettes.
Well I've got a couple extra pounds and hottest girl in town and she don't mind having a little more of me to go around.
I'm just as broke as the day I was born.
But I still make it work just like everybody else does.
It's all just a cruel joke and everybody knows there's no way out.
Well who's laughing now?
The preacher told me this was only just a pipe dream.
And I've been burning both ends seven days a week.
But baby I just paid the rent making music with my friends.
It ain't much but it could be the start of something big.
I'm just as broke as the day I was born.
But I still make it work just like everybody else does.
It's all just a cruel joke and everybody knows there's no way out.
Well who's laughing now?
Lord Huron - Used to Know
I saw you in the distance
So lovely and far away
I wondered where you came from
You waved your hand, you called my name
And time was running backwards
Towards something I can't believe
I started running after
I saw a ghost, he looked the same as me
If I ever give back what you gave me
Take it and run away as far as you can go
If I ever come back from the graveyard
Tell me I remind you of someone you used to know
You seem sullen and far away
I can't endure the waiting
My mind will fade, my heart will break
And time is running backwards
Towards something I can't define
I'm looking for an answer
Go easy, girl, your heart will break like mine
If I ever give back what you gave me
Take it and run away as far as you can go
If I ever come back from the graveyard
Tell me I remind you of someone you used to know
Grab your cigarettes, get a move on, we gotta go
Before they turn the lights down low
Dark silhouettes of a future you tried to forget
Everything you told me
If I ever give back what you gave me
Take it and run away as far as you can go
If I ever come back from the graveyard
Tell me I remind you of someone you used to know
If I ever give back what you gave me
Take it and run away as far as you can go
If I ever come back from the graveyard
Tell me I remind you of someone you used to know
Sunday, December 21, 2025
Luke 6: 12-49
12 And it came to pass in those days, that he went out into a mountain to pray, and continued all night
in prayer to God.
13 And when it was day, he called unto him his disciples: and of them he chose twelve, whom also he named apostles;
14 Simon, (whom he also named Peter,) and Andrew his brother, James and John, Philip and Bartholomew,
15 Matthew and Thomas, James the son of Alphaeus, and Simon called Zelotes,
16 And Judas the brother of James, and Judas Iscariot, which also was the traitor.
17 And he came down with them, and stood in the plain, and the company of his disciples, and a great multitude
of people out of all Judaea and Jerusalem, and from the sea coast of Tyre and Sidon, which came to hear
him, and to be healed of their diseases;
18 And they that were vexed with unclean spirits: and they were healed.
19 And the whole multitude sought to touch him: for there went virtue out of him, and healed them all.
20 And he lifted up his eyes on his disciples, and said, Blessed be ye poor; for yours is the kingdom of God.
21 Blessed are ye that hunger now: for ye shall be filled, Blessed are ye that weep now: for ye shall laugh.
22 Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company
and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man's sake.
23 Rejoice ye in that day, and leap for joy: for, behold, your reward is great in heaven: for in the like
manner did their fathers unto the prophets.
24 But woe unto you that are rich! for ye shall hunger. Woe unto you that laugh now! for ye shall mourn and weep.
26 Woe unto you, when all men shall speak well of you! for so did their fathers to the false prophets.
27 But I say unto you which hear, Love your enemies, do good to them which hate you.
28 Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despitefully use you.
29 And unto him that smiteth thee on the one cheek offer also the other; and him that taketh away
thy cloak forbid not to take thy coat also.
30 Give to every man that asketh of thee; and of him that taketh away thy goods ask them not again.
31 And as ye would that men should do to you, do ye also to them likewise.
32 For if ye love them which love you, what thank have ye? for sinners also do even the same.
34 And if ye lend to them of whom ye hope to receive, what thank have ye? for sinners also lend to sinners,
to receive as much again.
35 But love ye your enemies, and do good, and lend, hoping for nothing again; and your reward shall
be great and ye shall be the children of the Highest: for he is kind unto the unthankful and to the evil.
36 Be ye therefore merciful, as your Father also is merciful.
37 Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned:
forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:
38 Give, and it shall be given unto you: good measure, pressed down, and shaken together and
running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it
shall be measured to you again.
39 And he spake a parable unto them, Can the blind lead the blind? shall they not both fall into the ditch?
40 The disciple is not above his master: but every one that is perfect shall be as his master.
41 And why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brother's eye, but perceivest not the beam that
is in thine own eye?
42 Either how canst thou say to thy brother, Brother, let me pull out the mote that is in thine eye,
when thou thyself beholdest not the beam that is in thine own eye? Thou hypocrite, cast out first the
beam out of thine own eye, and then shalt thou see clearly to put out the mote that is in thy brother's eye.
43 For a good tree bringeth not forth corrupt fruit; neither doth a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit.
44 For every tree is known by his own fruit. For of thorns men do not gather figs, nor of a bramble
bush gather they grapes.
45 A good man out of the good treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is good: and an evil man out of
the evil treasure of his heart bringeth forth that which is evil: for of the abundance of the heart his mouth speaketh.
46 And why call ye me, Lord, Lord, and do not the things which I say?
47 Whosoever cometh to me, and heareth my sayings, and doeth them, I will shew you to whom he is like:
48 He is like a man which built an house, and digged deep, and laid the foundation of a rock: and when the flood
arose, the stream beat vehemently upon that house and could not shake it: for it was founded upon a rock.
49 But he that heareth, and doeth not, is like a man that without a foundation built an house upon the earth;
against which the stream did beat vehemently, and immediately it fell; and the ruin of that house was great.
Luke Chapter 6 verses 12-49 - KJV
Passenger - The Road is Long
Well this road is long and I'm so far from my home
Some days I don't recognise myself
Though my faith is strong there is still so far to go
Some nights I cant help but doubt myself
For I'm not the kid I used to be back when I was young
I talk now where I used to shout
I walk where I used to run
But I'm still my fathers boy I am still my mothers son
And they know like I know that the road is long
Well this road is long and the paths not always clear
Some days I don't know which way to go
Though my heart is strong it gets heavy with fear
Some nights I wonder if I'll ever know
For I'm not the man I'll grow to be In many years to come
I'll listen where I used to speak and I'll sit where I used to run
Maybe a husband to a wife maybe a father to a son
And they'll know like I know
That the road is long
For now I'm just the man I am
Nothing less and nothing more
I'm everything I have become
From all that's been before
I've never really known a lot
But one thing I am sure that I know
Yes I know
That the road is long
Bad Omens - Limits (Unplugged Music Video)
You set me up as the villain
But you never mentioned the root of the problem
Took what you wanted and flipped it
But you won't be dragging my name to the bottom
So much unsaid
Left me for dead
I won't forget
And now you're next
Well everyone's listening
And they know the difference
You're not failing our senses
If you're throwing me to the lions
You should know I'm not scared of dying
I wouldn't take back one thing I did, one word I said
But I'm gonna make you wish you did
Jump to conclusions, they fall for illusions
But you wouldn't dare try to stop them
You're going low at the end of the road
But that won't be the path that I follow
So much unsaid
Left me for dead
I won't forget
You're on my list
I'm holding on to this until the scales' untilted
Well everyone's listening
And they know the difference
You're not failing our senses
But you're pushing my limits
If you're throwing me to the lions
You should know I'm not scared of dying
I wouldn't take back one thing I did, one word I said
Oh god I'll make you wish you did
ASKING ALEXANDRIA - Alone In A Room (Acoustic)
ASKING ALEXANDRIA - Alone In A Room
I've been away, a little while
sometimes I just can't help myself
When my mind’s running wild,
I seem to lose grip on reality
And I try to disregard the crazy things the voices tell me to do,
but it's no use
I tried to own it, write songs about it
Believe me I tried, in the end I needed to breathe
Find inspiration, some kind of purpose
To take a second to face the shit that makes me, me
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
Every moment, every second, every trespass
Every awful thing, every broken dream
A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
Banging my head against the wall tryna put words on a page
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To sit alone in a room, alone in a room
I saw the world a couple times,
tried to cure the ache with absence
But that hole was still a hole and my mind kept playing tricks on me
Feeling older every day, took everything I had to not crash and burn, but I'm starting to learn
Sometimes I'll fall down
sometimes I'll lose hope
But those days will be few if I keep my feet on the ground
I might be lonely, but I ain't alone here
So I keep pushing the limits of what makes me, me
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
Every moment, every second, every trespass
Every awful thing, every broken dream
A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
Banging my head against the wall tryna put words on a page
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To sit alone in a room, alone in a room
I can be better than I was
I can be better than I am
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To sit alone in a room and say it all out loud
Every moment, every second, every trespass
Every awful thing, every broken dream
A couple years back and forth with myself in a cage
Banging my head against the wall tryna put words on a page
All I needed was the last thing I wanted
To sit alone in a room, alone in a room
Tom Odell - When I Close My Eyes (Live on The Graham Norton Show)
Tom Odell - When I Close My Eyes
The house, it feels so empty
Cause now I live alone
The kid next door keeps asking me where you've gone
And I tell him, I tell him you've gone home
But when I close my eyes
You're standing there in front of me
When I close my eyes
It's almost like it used to be
Then I realize you're just a ghost
Maybe at most, a fragment of my mind
When I close my eyes
The days can be so lonely
So I stay out all night
My friends say take it slowly
I tell them that I'll try
But when I close my eyes
You're standing there in front of me
When I close my eyes
It's almost like it used to be
Then I realize you're just a ghost
Maybe at most, a fragment of my mind
When I close my eyes
Every thought I think
It cuts me like a knife
I just wanna bring
Bring me back to life
Tonight, the sun will set
Tomorrow, it will rise
All that I've got left
Is when I close my eyes
You're standing there in front of me
When I close my eyes
It's almost like it used to be
Then I realise you're just a ghost
Maybe at most, a fragment of my mind
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes
Natalie Imbruglia - Torn (Official Video)
Natalie Imbruglia - Torn (Official Video)
I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well, you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know, or seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn
So I guess the fortune teller's right
Should have seen just what was there
And not some holy light
But you crawled beneath my veins
And now I don't care, I had no luck
I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things
That I can touch, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn
Torn
There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's right, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed
Bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn
Torn
Oh
(Oh yeah, a little)
(Oh yeah, a little)
(Oh yeah, a little)
Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply
Savage Garden - Truly Madly Deeply
I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need
I love you more with every breath truly, madly, deeply do
I will be strong, I will be faithful 'cause I'm counting on
A new beginnin'
A reason for livin'
A deeper meaning, yeah
Well, I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish, send it to heaven, then make you want to cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection
Of the highest powers
In lonely hours (lonely hours, girl)
The tears devour you
Well, I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
Oh, can you see it, baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
It's standin' right before you
All that you need will surely come
Ooh-ooh-ooh, yeah
I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish, I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope, I'll be your love, be everything that you need
I'll love you more with every breath, truly, madly, deeply do
Mm
I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
Well, I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I want to live like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me
Ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-yeah
Ooh-ooh-ooh
La-la-di-da-yeah, da-yeah, la
La-la-di-da-yeah, da-yeah, la
Glass Animals - A Tear in Space (Airlock) (Live On "Jimmy Kimmel Live!")
Glass Animals - A Tear in Space (Airlock)
Love
Do you want love?
Do you want lust?
You say you don’t know
Maybe you just
Like the control
Like it all cold
But I like you like you like your drugs
You sit in my blood
Maybe too much
Never enough
I am your dog
I’m on your floor
All that you want
But I like you like you like your drugs
You get all worked up
Loving you but it’s not enough
Loving you from the airlock of
Your heart, from airlock one
Fear pulls you from my arms
It's a reckless abandon
One look and it's all gone
All the air from the bottom of my lungs
Water, running down my face
Water, running different ways
Water, like a billion waves
Water, just a tear in space
Water, running down my face
Water, running different ways
Water, like a billion waves
Water, just a tear in space
Oooh
Too late, my love
You blew me into star dust
Oooh
But I made it, just
Dangling like a thread from you
I climb into your walls
I’m where the spiders go
I’m here but you aren’t sure
What are you waiting for?
Stretch me like leather rope
Make me invisible
Shape me into your form
What are you waiting for?
Hostage so in love
It's an airless black chasm
You turn the airlock on
You turn the airlock on
Object disappearance
It’s a true phenomenon
Forget me and I’m gone
I’m slipping, no no no no no
Water, running down my face
Water, running different ways
Water, like a billion waves
Water, just a tear in space
Water, running down my face
Water, running different ways
Water, like a billion waves
Water, just a tear in space
Bleachers: Merry Christmas, Please Don’t Call | The Tonight Show Starring Jimmy Fallon
Bleachers: Merry Christmas, Please Don’t Call
To the tempo of your uptight
Is the flicker of a street light
You know this moment don’t ya
And time is strangely calm now
‘Cause everybody’s gone it’s
Just you and your anger
Oh golden boy don’t act like you were kind
You were mine but you were awful every time
So don’t tell them what you told me
Don’t hold me like you know me
I would rather burn forever
But you should know that I died slow
Running through the halls of your haunted home
And the toughest part is that we both know
What to happened to you
Why you’re out on your own
Merry Christmas, please don’t call
You really left me on the line kid
Holding all your baggage
You know I’m not your father
Who says welcome to your uptight
While it flickers like a street light
He flickers through your damage
Oh golden boy you shined a light on our home
And at your best you were magic we were sold but don’t tell em what you told me
Don’t even tell em that you know me
I would rather burn forever
But you should know that I died slow
Running through the halls of your haunted home
And the toughest part is that we both know
What happened to you
Why you’re out on your own
Merry Christmas, please don’t call
One ticket out of your heavy gaze
I want one ticket off of your carousel
I want one ticket out of your heavy gaze
I want one ticket off of your carousel
But you should know that I die slow
Running through the halls of your haunted home
And the toughest part is that we both know
What happened to you
Why you’re out on your own
Merry Christmas, please don’t call
Merry Christmas
I’m not yours at all
Merry Christmas
Please don’t call me
Please don’t call me
Please don’t call me
Please don’t call me
Jack White – Archbishop Harold Holmes
Jack White – Archbishop Harold Holmes
Dear friend
If you want to feel better
Don't let the devil make you toss this letter
If you've been crossed up by hoodoo voodoo
The wizard or the lizard
You got family trouble? Man trouble? Woman trouble?
No light through the rubble?
You're looking for a true friend or a true lover
Or if you've been living undercover
I'm coming to your town to break it all down
And help you with all of this
I'm looking to help you find bliss
One day, one way, can't miss
I'm here to tear all the walls down
Doesn't matter if it's a large town or a small town
Just like Joshua and the fabled walls of Jericho
I'm here to tear down the institution
God spoke to me
Said "listen to me I anoint you with the power
That'll get 'em all moving!"
You're agitated? You prayed and meditated?
You're concentrated on gettin' elevated?
By sundown, Monday
You who come will be blessed with the big money blessing
You will be doubted by all the unbelievers
On all of the things I'm addressing
But you must tell seven friends
You must first bring seven friends
And don't be selfish and keep this all to yourself
(And don't eat shellfish!)
Hate is trying to take someone else's love for yourself
But I'm here to tell you that love is
Trying to help someone else
I realize that you have tried and tried and are just about ready to give up
But I got good news for you:
God has spoken to my mind and told me to tell you
To get moving in the right direction for a change
I'm gonna put you in the fast lane
You need to see me right away so I can fix this
You need to see me right away
You need to see me right away so I can fix this
You need to see me right about now
God of seven
Open up the windows of heaven
And pour out a rich and mighty blessing
Not on his town, or her town, but your town
Are you ready for the message?
I have a special financial blessing that once I have placed in your hand
Then I want you to begin using this blessing on the very first day that you can
And if you are suffering a strange sickness
And someone is blocking up all of your success
You need to see me right away so I can fix this
Signed sincerely
Yours in faith, love and peace
Your friend
Archbishop Harold Holmes
Five For Fighting - Superman (It's Not Easy)
Five For Fighting - Superman (It's Not Easy)
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naïve
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird, I'm more than a plane
I'm more than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
I wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
'Bout a home I'll never see
It may sound absurd but don't be naïve
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed but won’t you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
And it's not easy to be me
Up, up and away, away from me
Well, it's alright
You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy or anything
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naïve
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me, inside of me
Inside of me, inside of me
I’m only a man in a funny red sheet
I’m only a man looking for her dream
I’m only a man in a funny red sheet
It's not easy
It's not easy to be me
Radical Face - Welcome Home, Son (Orchestral)
Radical Face - Welcome Home, Son
Sleep don't visit, so I choke on sun
And the days blur into one
And the backs of my eyes hum with things I've never done
Sheets are swaying from an old clothesline
Like a row of captured ghosts over old dead grass
Was never much but we made the most
Welcome home
Ships are launching from my chest
Some have names but most do not
If you find one, please let me know what piece I've lost
Heal the scars from off my back
I don't need them anymore
You can throw them out or keep them in your mason jars
I've come home
All my nightmares escaped my head
Bar the door, please don't let them in
You were never supposed to leave
Now my head's splitting at the seams
And I don't know if I can
Here, beneath my lungs, I feel your thumbs press into my skin again
Kate Winslet - What If
Here I stand alone with this weight upon my heart
And it will not go away
In my head I keep on looking back, right back to the start
Wondering what it was that made you change
Well I tried but I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind
[Chorus]
What if I had never let you go
Would you be the man I used to know
If I'd stayed, if you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But I guess we'll never know
Many roads to take, some to joy, some to heart-ache
Anyone can lose their way
And if I said that we could turn it back right back to the start
Would you take the chance and make the change?
Do you think how it would have been sometimes?
Do you pray that I'd never left your side?
[Chorus]
'Cos I tried but I had to draw the line
And still this question keeps on spinning in my mind
[Chorus]
Sector Gaza – The Fog. 100 musicians
Fog
Tuman
It was good, it felt so light
Bylo khorosho bylo tak lyegko
But they threw a lasso around my neck
No na shyeyu brosili arkan
The sun's fire, the atmosphere's shield
Solnyechnyy ogon atmosfyery bron
It pierced through but didn't break the fog
Probival no nye probil tuman
And the dead moon lights our way
I myortvyy myesyats yelye osvyeshchayet put
And the stars weigh heavy on our chests, can't breathe
I zvyozdy davyat nam na grud nye prodokhnut
And the air's toxic like mercury, can't turn back, can't move on
I vozdukh yadovit kak rtut nyelzya svyernut nyelzya shagnut
And we can't walk this path in such fog
I nye proyti nam etot put v takoy tuman
And where to step, God will show the way
A kuda shagnut bog pokazhyet put
God is always our explosive leader
Bog dlya nas vsyegda byesplodnyy vozhd
He throws us into a shiver, suddenly it starts to rain
Nas brosayet v drozh vdrug nachalsya dozhd
It'll hit us, a real heavy rain
Nas dobyet konkryetnyy silnyy dozhd
And the moon provokes us into deceit
I myesyats provotsiruyet nas na obman
And the earth's distortion hits like a drug
I isparyeniye zyemli byot kak durman
And every step feels like a trap
I kazhdyy pyen nam kak kapkan
And it bleeds out our wounds
I khlyeshchyet krov iz nashikh ran
And we can't walk this path in such fog
I nye proyti nam etot put v takoy tuman
Everything's shifting, our life like a blink
Vsyo poshlo na sdvig nasha zhizn kak mig
Short like a skirt on a hooker
Korotka kak yubka u putan
We don't care about anything, just through the left side
Nam vsye ni po chyom chyeryez lyevoye plyecho
We'll spit and walk through the fog
Plyunyem i poydyom chyeryez tuman
Let the dead moon light our way
Pust myortvyy myesyats yelye osvyeshchayet put
Let the stars weigh heavy on our chests, can't breathe
Pust zvyozdy davyat nam na grud nye prodokhnut
Let the air be toxic like mercury
Pust vozdukh yadovit kak rtut
And let us not see where to turn
I pust nye vidno gdye svyernut
But we'll make it through this dangerous path through the fog
No my proydyom opasnyy put chyeryez tuman
Let the moon provoke us into deceit
Pust myesyats provotsiruyet nas na obman
Let the earth's distortion hit like a drug
Pust isparyeniye zyemli byot kak durman
Let every step feel like a trap
Pust kazhdyy pyen nam kak kapkan
Let it bleed out our wounds
Pust khlyeshchyet krov iz nashikh ran
But we'll walk this path together in such fog
No my proydyom s toboyu put v takoy tuman
But we'll walk this path together in such fog
No my proydyom s toboyu put v takoy tuman
But we'll walk this path together in such fog
No my proydyom s toboyu put v takoy tuman
Было хорошо, было так легко
Но на шею бросили аркан
Солнечный огонь атмосферы бронь
Пробивал, но не пробил туман
И мёртвый месяц еле освещает путь
И звёзды давят нам на грудь, не продохнуть
И воздух ядовит, как ртуть
Нельзя свернуть, нельзя шагнуть
И не пройти нам этот путь в такой туман
А куда шагнуть, Бог покажет путь
Бог для нас всегда бесплотный вождь
Нас бросает в дрожь, вдруг начался дождь
Нас добьёт конкретный сильный дождь
И месяц провоцирует нас на обман
И испарение земли бьёт, как дурман
И каждый пень нам как капкан
И хлещет кровь из наших ран
И не пройти нам этот путь в такой туман
Всё пошло на сдвиг, наша жизнь, как миг
Коротка, как юбка у путан
Нам всё нипочём, через левое плечо
Плюнем и пойдём через туман
Пусть мёртвый месяц еле освещает путь
Пусть звёзды давят нам на грудь, не продохнуть
Пусть воздух ядовит, как ртуть
И пусть не видно, где свернуть
Но мы пройдем опасный путь через туман
Пусть месяц провоцирует нас на обман
Пусть испарение земли бьёт, как дурман
Пусть каждый пень нам как капкан
Пусть хлещет кровь из наших ран
Но мы пройдём с тобою путь через туман
Но мы пройдём с тобою путь через туман
Но мы пройдём опасный путь через туман
Friday, December 19, 2025
Rufus Wainwright - Across The Universe
Rufus Wainwright - Across The Universe
Words are flowing out like
Endless rain into a paper cup.
They slither while they pass
They slip away across the universe.
Pools of sorrow waves of joy
Are drifting thorough my open mind,
Possessing and caressing me.
Jai Guru Deva Om.
Nothing's gonna change my world. 4x
Images of broken light which
Dance before me like a million eyes,
That call me on and on across the universe.
Thoughts meander like a restless wind
Inside a letter box.
They stumble blindly as they
Make their way across the universe.
Jai Guru Deva Om.
Nothing's gonna change my world. 4x
Sounds of laughter, shades of earth,
Are ringing through my open mind.
Inciting and inviting me.
Limitless, undying love,
Which shines around me
Like a million suns and calls me
On and on across the universe.
Jai Guru Deva Om.
Nothin's gonna change my world. 8x
Jai Guru Deva.
[ACROSS THE UNIVERSE]
[Written by: John Lennon & Paul McCarney]
[Performed by: Rufus Wainwright [1] -2001]
Rob Thomas - Someday
You can go
You can start all over again
You can try to find a way to make another day go by
You can hide
Hold all your feelings inside
You can try to carry on when all you want to do is cry
[Chorus:]
And maybe someday
We'll figure all this out
Try to put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to make things better now and
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow
Someday
Now wait
And try to find another mistake
If you throw it all away then maybe you can change your mind
You can run, oh
And when everything is over and done
You can shine a little light on everything around you
Man it's good to be someone
[Chorus]
And I don't want to wait
I just want to know
I just want to hear you tell me so
Give it to me straight
Tell it to me slow
Cause maybe someday
We'll figure all this out
We'll put an end to all our doubt
Try to find a way to just feel better now and
Maybe someday we'll live our lives out loud
We'll be better off somehow
Someday
[x2]
Cause sometimes we don't really notice
Just how good it can get
So maybe we should start all over
Start all over again
Tal Bachman - She's So High
She's blood, flesh and bone
No tucks or silicone
She's touch, smell, sight, taste and sound
But somehow I can't believe
That anything should happen
I know where I belong
And nothing's gonna happen
Yeah, yeah
(Chorus):
'Cause she's so high...
High above me, she's so lovely
She's so high...
Like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc, or Aphrodite
She's so high...
High above me
First class and fancy free
She's high society
She's got the best of everything
What could a guy like me
Ever really offer?
She's perfect as she can be
Why should I even bother?
(Repeat Chorus)
She comes to speak to me
I freeze immediately
'Cause what she says sounds so unreal
But somehow I can't believe
That anything should happen
I know where I belong
And nothing's gonna happen
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
(Repeat Chorus)
Ben Howard - Keep Your Head Up
Ben Howard - Keep Your Head Up
I spent my time watchin'
The spaces that have grown between us
And I cut my mind, on second best
All the scars that come with the greenness
And I gave my eyes to the boredom
Still the seabed wouldn't let me in
And I tried my best
To embrace the darkness in which I swim
Now walkin' back, down this mountain
The strength of a turnin' tide
Oh the wind's so soft, and my skin
Yeah the sun was so hot upon my side
Oh lookin' out, at this happiness
I searched for it between the sheets
Oh feelin' blind, and realized
All I was searchin' for was me
Oh oh, all I was searchin' for was me
Oh, yeah
Keep your head up, keep your heart strong
No, no, no, no
Keep your mind set, keep your hair long
Oh my, my darlin'
Keep your head up, keep your heart strong
No, no, no, no
Keep your mind set in your ways
Keep your heart strong
And I saw a friend of mine the other day
And he told me that my eyes were gleamin'
Oh I said I had been away, and he knew
Oh he knew, the depths I was meanin'
And it felt so good to see his face
All the comfort invested in my soul
Oh to feel the warmth, of a smile
When he said "I'm happy to have you home"
Oh oh, "I'm happy to have you home"
Oh, yeah
Keep your head up, keep your heart strong
No, no, no, no
Keep your mind set, keep you hair long
Oh my my darlin', keep your head up, keep you heart strong
No, no, no, no
Keep your mind set in your ways
Keep your heart strong
'Cause I'll always remember you the same
Oh eyes like wild flowers, oh with your demons of change
(Keep your head up, keep your heart strong)
(Keep your head up, keep your heart strong) Oh
(Keep your head up)
May you find happiness there (keep your heart strong)
(Keep your head up) Oh
May all your hopes all turn out right (keep your heart strong)
Keep your head up, keep your heart strong
No, no, no, no (keep your heart strong)
Keep your mind set, keep you hair long
Oh my my darlin', keep your head up, keep your heart strong
No, no, no, no
Keep your mind set in your ways
Keep your heart strong
'Cause I'll always remember you the same
Oh eyes like wild flowers, oh with your demons of change
She & Him - In The Sun (on David Letterman)
I'ts hard to be ignored
When I look at you, you look so bored
My baby, my darling, I've been taking a beating
Well alright (well alright)
It's okay (it's okay)
We all get the slip sometimes every day
I'll just keep it to myself in the sun, In the sun
It's hard to take the blame
When I look at you, you're so ashamed
My baby, my darling, Ive been thinking of leaving
Well alright (well alright)
It's okay (it's okay)
We all get the slip sometimes every day
I'll just keep it to myself in the sun, In the sun
Well alright (well alright)
It's okay (it's okay)
We all get the slip sometimes every day
I'll just keep it to myself in the sun, In the sun
Falling In Reverse - "Voices In My Head"
Falling In Reverse - "Voices In My Head"
The voices in my head
keep on telling me to pray
Cuz’ I’m spinning like a
carousel circling the drain
Hit the bottom of the bottle
I don’t wanna feel the pain
but that is all I got for now
I don’t wanna talk about it
The voices in my head
Keep on begging me to stay
If I pull the trigger now
Then the demons go away
and I know my time is coming
So there ain’t no time to waste
So that is all I got for now
I don’t wanna talk about it
The voices in my head
Keep telling me to choose a side
heaven or hell like it’s do or die
I’m a sad boy you know better
Please don’t make this last forever
The voices in my head
Keep telling me I’m not okay
Cause it’s feeling like a hurricane in my brain
Dark clouds dark skies bad weather
Please don’t make this last forever
(Eye E eye)
The voices in my head
keep telling me I’m gonna
(Die)
and I don’t wanna talk
about the drama, I’m trauma-
(tized)
they keep tellin me I’m fine
We both know that’s a f---in
(Lie)
I’m losing my mind but
I don’t wanna talk about it
The voices in my head
Keep giving me the worst advice
Kamikaze crash like a suicide
I’m a lost boy you know better
Please don’t make this last forever
the voices in my head
keep telling me I’m insane
and maybe I’m a little bit
That won’t change
Dark clouds dark skies bad weather
Please don’t make this last forever
The voices in my head
keep telling me I’m cursed
I’m paranoid I don’t wanna make it any worse
We’re all gonna die but first things first
Imma take the world with me
when they put me in the dirt
Banners - Perfectly Broken
I'm back at the start
Falling apart in the old ways
I wish I was flawless, I'm not
Was fading away
But everything fell into place
When you told me your name
Two halves of a heart hardly beating alone
But now that I found you, I'm not letting go
Fall into me
Everyone's broken and I got this missing piece
Honestly, you fit me like no one
You're perfectly broken for me
You've been in the dark
Believing your thoughts when they tell you
You're anything less than you are
But that's just not true
'Cause all of the scars and the bruises
They're what make you human
We didn't need fixing all of this time
'Cause all of your edges fit right into mine
Fall into me
Everyone's broken and I got this missing piece
Honestly, you fit me like no one
You're perfectly broken for me
Fall into me
Everyone's broken and I got this missing piece
Honestly, you fit me like no one
You're perfectly broken for me
For me
You fit me like no one
You're perfectly broken for me
For me, me
You're perfectly broken for ....
Ewert and The Two Dragons - "Good Man Down"
Ewert and The Two Dragons - "Good Man Down"
Here is a story about a boy and a girl
She woke up one morning felt alone in this world
Despite the love for her
He couldn't keep her from leaving again
She had to do it
She cried in the nights, he brought her flowers in the daytime
She tried and she tried to forget the past and all her past crimes
Despite the love for her
He couldn't keep her from leaving again
She had to do it
How could you shoot a good man down and leave without mourning?
Broken-hearted on the ground, like the others bid for him
Burden as heavy as a rock, ain't nobody going to stop her
Go ahead and walk alone, and regret it some else where
He cried in the nights, she got no flowers in the daytime
He gave up the fight while she was out committing new crimes
Despite the love for her
He couldn't keep her from leaving again
She had to do it
How could you shoot a good man down and leave without mourning?
Broken-hearted on the ground, like the others bid for him
Burden heavy as a rock, ain't nobody going to stop her
Go ahead and walk alone, and regret it some else where
Burden as heavy as a rock, ain't nobody going to stop her
Go ahead and walk alone, and regret it some else where
How could you shoot a good man down and leave without mourning?
Broken-hearted on the ground, like the others bid for him
Burden heavy as a rock, ain't nobody going to stop her
Go ahead and walk alone, and regret it some else where
Burden heavy as a rock, ain't nobody going to stop her
Go ahead and walk alone, and regret it some else where
How could you leave without mourning
Unlike the others bid for me?
Ruelle - Carry You (featuring Fleurie)
I know it hurts
It’s hard to breathe sometimes
These nights are long
You’ve lost the will to fight
Is anybody out there?
Can you lead me to the light
Is anybody out there?
Tell me it’ll all be alright
You are not alone
I’ve been here the whole time singing you a song
I will carry you, I will carry you
I know you can’t remember how to shine
Your heart’s a bird without the wings to fly
Is anybody out there?
Can you take this weight of mine?
Is anybody out there?
Can you lead me to the light?
You are not alone
I’ve been here the whole time singing you a song
I will carry you, I will carry you
You are not alone
I’ve been here the whole time
You are not alone
I’ve been here the whole time singing you a song
I will carry you, I will carry you
Is anybody out there?
I will carry you, I will carry you
Is anybody out there?
I know it hurts
It’s hard to breathe sometimes
Boy & Bear - Rabbit Song
[Refrain]
Woo-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh ooh
Woo-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh ooh...
[Verse 2]
Paged upon the way, as he held his head straight
Making plans upon the favourite and their foes
Turn to rest, as he stood upon his nest
Taking chance upon a chest that beat him dry
[Refrain]
[Bridge]
Keep my soul, my head's not coming back
Keep my soul, my head's not coming back
[Verse 2]
Now I don't intend to be the fallen one; I'll fight to keep them whole
I've watched them a-dance upon the ceiling to complete their song
It's not enough, my friend, to relegate - let's keep them on their toes
Let's keep the bigots from their properties, let's keep the rabbits in their homes
[Outro]
Oh, oh, and all alone (woo-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh ooh, woo-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh ooh)
The rabbits in their homes
Oh, oh, and all alone (woo-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh ooh, woo-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh ooh)
The rabbits in their homes
Oh, oh, and all alone (woo-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh ooh, woo-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh ooh)
The rabbits in their homes (woo-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh ooh, woo-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh ooh)
Oh, and all alone (woo-ooh-ooh ooh-ooh ooh)...
Judah and the Lion - Floating in the Night
Judah and the Lion - Floating in the Night
Verse 1
Looking in the mirror
And I think I see it clearer now
I place the blame on everyone else
Always really like to be right
It doesn’t really matter how it happened
When you’re looking back
No one really wins in the end
Hits me every now and again
Chorus 1
And the anger felt good for a season
Picking fights with my friends for no reason
All of this over drinking doesn’t mean that she’s
Coming back home
I don’t wanna sugar coat this
Stop dumbing down all my emotions
When it just sucks when you’re holding on for your life
To a rope that’s just floating in the night
Verse 2
The toughest pill to swallow
The hardest thing for me to take
Wasn’t that you needed the space
You told me that I wasn’t safe
It doesn’t really matter how
It happened when you’re looking back
I just hope that you’re okay
I dream of punching him in the face
Chorus 2
And the anger felt good for a season
Picking fights with my friends for no reason
And all of this over drinking doesn’t mean that she’s
Coming back home
I don’t wanna sugar coat this
Stop dumbing down all my emotions
When it just sucks when you’re holding on for your life
To a rope that’s just floating in the night
Bridge
And I don’t know
How to let you go
When did it go wrong
Why’d you leave me alone
And I don’t know
How to let you go
When did it go wrong
Why’d you leave me alone
Chorus 3
The anger felt good for a season
Picking fights with my friends I don’t need them
All of this over thinking has got me drinking
Helps me when I sleep alone
I don’t wanna sugar coat this
Stop f---ing with all my emotions
When it just sucks when you’re holding on for your life
To a rope that’s just floating in the night