Tuesday, July 28, 2026

"Streams in the Desert" written by Mrs. Charles E. Cowman - a book of daily devotionals originally published in 1925

 Streams in the Desert - July 8th

    "They shall mount up with wings as eagles."  (Isaiah 40:31)

    THERE is a fable about the way the birds got their wings at the beginning.  They were first made without wings.  Then God made the 
wings and put them down before the wingless birds and said to them, "Come, take up these burdens and bear them."

    The birds had lovely plumage and sweet voices;  they could sing, and their feathers gleamed in the sunshine, but they could 
not soar in the air.  They hesitated at first when bidden to take up the burdens that lay at their feet, but soon they obeyed, and taking
up the wings in their beaks, laid them on their shoulders to carry them.

    For a little while the load seemed heavy and hard to bear, but presently, as they went on carrying the burdens, folding them over 
their hearts, the wings grew fast to their little bodies, and soon they discovered how to use them, and were lifted by them up into
the air--THE WEIGHTS BECAME WINGS.

    It is a parable.  We are the wingless birds, and our duties and tasks are the pinions God has made to lift us up and carry us
heavenward.  We look at our burdens and heavy loads, and shrink from them;  but as we lift them and bind them about our hearts,
they become wings, and on them we rise and soar toward God.

    There is no burden which, if we lift it cheerfully and bear it with love in our hearts, will not become a blessing to us.  God means
our tasks to be our helpers;  to refuse to bend our shoulders to receive a load, is to decline a new opportunity for growth. 

  --J.R. Miller


    Blessed is any weight, however overwhelming, which God has been so good as to fasten with His own hand upon our
shoulders.  --J. W. Faber


Monday, July 27, 2026

Metamorphosis

July 27, 2026


I suppose I've been experiencing something of what people call a "death of ego" lately......

Does the caterpillar worry what she'll be like after emerging from the cocoon or chrysalis?  Will people want to step on me or squoosh me?  or admire me?  or think I'm disgusting?   NOOOO!!!   of course not.... what emerges in God's perfect timing is so very different and utterly unrecognizable, but still lovely and precious and desired.....and most importantly...fitted for a purpose.


I suppose all the "deaths" I've experienced up to now were simply fleeting, temporal things....

Like death of status, position, death of vision, who I thought I was, what I thought my life was supposed to be like, etc. 

 But this "death of ego" thing is different.....truly, how can the pot complain to the potter
"why did you make me this way?"   The vessel that comes forth is useful and needful and maybe beautiful, but the potter gets all the glory....because without the potter, the lump of clay would simply be trodden under foot...nothing.

So.... whoever I am at the end of this is EXACTLY who God wants me to be and I sure don't need to cry and worry about "will I ever have any wit, humor, cleverness, intelligence, eloquence, capabilities, beauty, wisdom, and....(like I thought I had before) in my life..."

Whatever qualities I may still possess or gain through all this....will be exactly what/who God chooses me to have and to be for HIS GLORY and for HIS PURPOSES and I am SOOOOO fine with that.....but I had to voice all this last night.....and acknowledge that it is something I've been concerned about....in this existence of surviving....doldrums...loneliness....lack of social connection...meaningful conversations.......one begins to wonder these things...I truly feel like the mush of a caterpillar in the cocoon......

How will I "DO LIFE" and relationships after this?  What will that look like?  From a life of NEVER BEING ALONE to a life of almost always BEING ALONE.....to ....what?   Maybe never being alone again!!  Could I handle that!?!?!?

 I've been completely surrounded by life sucking, soul squashing narcissists (and worse) ALL MY LIFE, but for a few days or hours here and there with certain people sprinkled throughout.  So....who will I be?  How will I navigate life?  Love?  I honestly do not know.   But GOD DOES..... thankfully I don't need to worry about that!!!   

       

 So, Debbie, dry your tears....buck up as you always manage to do (with HIS GRACE and STRENGTH!!! not my own) and carry on....this season will pass (and I really can't imagine what I'll think about it or remember looking back on it. ) 
 

 Enjoy the moments of peace when they come...when the crazies aren't nearby....when the emotions of the world aren't too heavy and BE STILL AND KNOW THAT HE IS GOD.....

and..... Breathe......Just Breathe....
 

 And remember .....your chief end is to ENJOY GOD AND GLORIFY HIM FOREVER!!!!   Hallelujah!!!!


 

Thanks for listening to me...and praying for us and each other.....

sending hugs and love and blessings to ALL MY DEAR ONES.....

 

show MONICA cover - Thirty Seconds to Mars - Hurricane (feat. J)

 show MONICA (feat. J) - Hurricane ( 30 Seconds To Mars ) 

 No matter how many times that you told me you wanna to leave, 

No matter how many breaths that you took you still couldn't breathe, 

No matter how many nights did you lie when I'd wait to the sounds of pausing rain, 

Where did you go (3x) 



Heart beat, a heart beat, I need a heart beat, a heart 


Tell me would you kill to save a life 

Tell me would you kill to prove you're right? 

Crash, crash, burn, let it all burn 

This hurricane chasing us all underground 




No matter how many deaths that I die, I will never forgive, 

No matter how many lies that I live, I would never regret, 

There is a fire inside of this heart, a riot about to explode into flames, 

Where is your God? (3x) 




Do you really want? 

Do you really want me? 

Do you really want me dear? 



Do you really want? 

(A heart beat, a heart beat, I need a heart beat, 

You know I gotta leave, I can't stay, I know I gotta go, I can't stay) 



Tell me would you kill to save a life 

Tell me would you kill to prove you're right? 

Crash, crash, burn, let it all burn 

This hurricane chasing us all underground 



You say you wrong, you wrong, I'm right, I'm right, you're wrong, we fight 

Ok I'm runnin from the light, when from a day to night, oh 

The quiet silence defines our misery, 

The riot inside keeps trying to visit me, 

No matter how we try, it's too much history, 

Too many bad notes playing in our symphony, 

So let it breathe, let it fly, let it go, 

Let it fall, let it crash, burn slow 

And then you call upon God (2x) 



Tell me would you kill to save a life? 

Tell me would you kill to prove you're right? 

Crash, crash, burn, let it all burn 

This hurricane chasing us all underground 

Demi Lovato - Warrior

 Demi Lovato - Warrior

This is a story that I have never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
You're a criminal
And you steal like you're a pro'

All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I was broken and bruised

Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again

Out of the ashes, I'm burning like a fire
You can save your apologies
You're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars
But I will never show
I'm a survivor
In more ways than you know

'Cause all the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I'm not broken or bruised

'Cause now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me

There's a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up too fast
All it took was once, I'll never be the same

Now I'm taking back my life today
Nothing left that you can say
'Cause you are never gonna take the blame anyway

Now I'm a warrior
I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again

No-oh, ooh, yeah, yeah, yeah
You can never hurt me again

Christina Perri - Only Human

Christina Perri - Only Human

I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days if that's what you want
Be your number one

I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part if that's what you ask
Give you all I am

I can do it
I can do it
I can do it

But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human

I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds if that's what you need
Be your everything

I can do it
I can do it
I'll get through it

But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human

I'm only human
I'm only human
Just a little human
I can take so much
'Til I've had enough

'Cause I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human

"Streams in the Desert" written by Mrs. Charles E. Cowman - a book of daily devotionals originally published in 1925

 Streams in the Desert, February 21st

    "Rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for him."  (Psalm 37:7)

    HAVE you prayed and prayed and waited and waited, and still there is no manifestation?

    Are you tired of seeing nothing move?  Are you just at the point of giving it all up?  Perhaps you have not waited in the right way?
  This would take you out of the right place--the place where He can meet you.

    "With patience wait"  (Romans 8:25).  Patience takes away WORRY.  He said He would come, and His promise is equal to
His presence.  Patience takes away your WEEPING.  Why feel sad and despondent?  He know your need better than you do,
and His purpose in waiting is to bring more glory out of it all.  Patience take away self-WORKS.  The work He desires is that
you "believe" (John 6:29), and when you believe, you may then know that all is well.  Patience takes away all WANT.  Your desire
for the thing you wish is perhaps stronger than your desire for the will of God to be fulfilled in its arrival.

    Patience takes away all WEAKENING.  Instead of having the delaying time, a time of letting go, know that God is getting a larger
supply ready and must get you ready, too.  Patience takes away all WOBBLING.  "Make me stand upon my standing"  (Daniel 8:18).
God's foundations are steady;  and when His patience is within, we are steady while we wait.  Patience gives WORSHIP.  A praiseful
patience sometimes "long-suffering with joyfulness" (Colossians 1:11) is the best part of it all.  "Let (all these phases of ) patience
have her perfect work" (James 1:4), while you wait, and you will find great enrichment.  --C.H.P.

            Holed steady when the fires burn,
            When inner lessons come to learn,
            And from this path there seems no turn--
            "Let patience have her perfect work." 
                                    --L.S.P.

Job Chapter 41

1    CANST thou draw out leviathan with an hook?  or his tongue with a cord which thou lettest down?

2    Canst thou put an hook into his nose?  or bore his jaw through with a thorn?

3    Will he make many supplications unto thee?  will he speak soft words unto thee?

4    Will thou play with him as with a bird?  or wilt thou bind him for thy maidens?

6    Shall the companions make a banquet of him?  shall they part him among the merchants?

7    Canst thou fill his skin with barbed irons?  or his head with fish spears?

8    Lay thine hand upon him, remember the battle, do no more.

9    Behold, the hope of him is in vain:  shall not one be cast down even at the sight of him?

10    None is so fierce that dare stir him up:  who then is able to stand before me?

11    Who hath prevented me, that I should repay him?  whatsoever is under the whole heaven is mine.

12    I will not conceal his parts, nor his power, nor his comely proportion.

13    Who can discover the face of his garment?  or who can come to him with his double bridle?

14    Who can open the doors of his face?  his teeth are terrible round about.

15    His scales are his pride, shut up together as with a close seal.

16    One is so near to another that no air can come between them.

17    They are joined one to another, they stick together, that they cannot be sundered.

18    By his neesings a light doth shine, and his eyes are like the eyelids of the morning.

19    Out of his mouth go burning lamps, and sparks of fire leap out.

20    Out of his nostrils goeth smoke, as out of a seething pot or caldron.

21    His breath kindleth coals, and a flame goeth out of his mouth.

22    In his neck remaineth strength, and sorrow is turned into joy before him.

23    The flakes of his flesh are joined together:  they are firm in themselves;  they cannot be moved.

24    His heart is as firm as a stone:  yea, as hard as a piece of the nether millstone.

25    When he raiseth up himself, the mighty are afraid:  by reason of breakings they purify themselves.

26    The sword of him, that layeth at him cannot hold:  the spear, the dart, nor the habergeon.

27    He esteemeth iron as straw, and brass as rotten wood.

28    The arrow cannot make him flee:  slingstones are turned with him into stubble.

29    Darts are counted as stubble:  he laugheth at the shaking of a spear.

30    Sharp stones are under him:  he spreadeth sharp pointed things upon the mire.

31    He maketh the deep to boil like a pot:  he maketh the sea like a pot of ointment.

32    He maketh a path to shine after him;  one would think the deep to be hoary.

33    Upon earth there is not his like, who is made without fear.

34    He beholdeth all high things:  he is a king over all the children of pride.

    Job Chapter 41 - KJV

First Peter Chapter Three

 1    LIKEWISE, ye wives, be in subjection to your own husbands;  that, if any obey not the word, they also may
    without the word be won by the conversation of the wives;

2    While they behold your chaste conversation coupled with fear.

3    Whose adorning let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wearing of gold, or of
    putting on of apparel;

4    But let it be the hidden man of the heart, in that which is not corruptible, even the ornament of a meek
    and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of great price.

5    For after this manner in the old time the holy women also, who trusted in God, adorned themselves, being
    in subjection unto their own husbands:

6    Even as Sara obeyed Abraham, calling him lord:  whose daughters ye are, as long as ye do well, and are
    not afraid with any amazement.

7    Likewise, ye husbands, dwell with them according to knowledge, giving honour unto the wife, as unto the
    weaker vessel, and as being heirs together of the grace of life;  that your prayers be not hindered.

8    Finally, be ye all of one mind, having compassion one of another, love as brethren, be pitiful, be courteous:

9    Not rendering evil for evil, or railing for railing:  but contrariwise blessing;  knowing that ye are thereunto
    called, that ye should inherit a blessing.

10    For he that will love life, and see good days, let him refrain his tongue from evil, and his lips that they 
    speak no guile:

11    Let him eschew evil, and do good;  let him seek peace, and ensue it.

12    For the eyes of the Lord are over the righteous, and his ears are open unto their prayers:  but the face
    of the Lord is against them that do evil.

13    And who is he that will harm you, if ye be followers of that which is good?

14    But and if ye suffer for righteousness' sake, happy are ye:  and be not afraid of their terror, neither be troubled;

15    But sanctify the Lord God in your hearts:  and be ready always to give an answer to every man that asketh you
    a reason of the hope that is in you with meekness and fear:

16    Having a good conscience;  that, whereas they speak evil of you, as of evildoers, they may be ashamed that
    falsely accuse your good conversation in Christ.

17    For it is better, if the will of God be so, that ye suffer for well doing, than for evil doing.

18    For Christ also hath once suffered for sins, the just for the unjust, that he might bring us to God, being put
    to death in the flesh, but quickened by the Spirit:

19    By which also he went and preached unto the spirits in prison;

20    Which sometime were disobedient, when once the longsuffering of God waited in the days of Noah, while the
    ark was a preparing, wherein few, that is, eight souls were saved by water.

21    The like figure whereunto even baptism doth also now save us (not the putting away of the filth of the flesh,
    but the answer of a good conscience toward God,) but the resurrection of Jesus Christ:

22    Who is gone into heaven, and is on the right hand of God;  angels and authorities and powers being made 
    subject unto him.

    First Peter Chapter Three - KJV

Collective Soul - Counting the Days -- Civic Center Park - Fort Collins, Colorado - 6-14-2014

Collective Soul - Counting the Days

Hey, baby, are you listening?
I've battened all the hatches down
I've taken all of your prescriptions
But no remedy I've found

Counting the days (yeah)
Until some freedom can scream my name
Counting the days (yeah)
Until the gods break these chains

Hey, baby, are you watching?
I'm saddled in for your side show
I'm never one to become precious
'Cause life is so touch and go

Counting the days (yeah)
Until some freedom can scream my name
Counting the days (yeah)
Until the gods break these chains

Dig in, get in, dig in. What you're looking for?
Dig in, get in, dig in. What you're searching for?
Dig in, get in, dig in. Yeah, dig
Yeah, dig

Counting the days (yeah)
Until some freedom can scream my name
Counting the days (yeah)
Until the gods break these chains

Counting the days (yeah)
Until some freedom can scream my name
Counting the days (yeah)
Until the gods break these chains

Break these chains
Break these chains
Break these chains

Sunday, July 26, 2026

blink - 182 "Dammit" (Well I guess this is growing up) live Cochella 2023

 blink - 182  "Dammit" (Well I guess this is growing up)

It's alright to tell me 
what you think about me 
I won't try to argue 
or hold it against you 
I know that you're leaving 
you must have your reasons 
The season is calling 
your pictures are falling down 

The steps that I retrace 
The sad look on your face 
The timing and structure 
Did you hear he fucked her 
A day late a buck short 
I'm writing the report 
On losing and failing 
When I move I'm flailing now 

And it's happened once again 
I'll turn to a friend 
Someone that understands 
Sees through the master plan 
But everybody's gone 
and I've been here for too long 
To face this on my own 
Well I guess this is growing up 
Well I guess this is growing up 

And maybe I'll see you 
at a movie sneak preview 
you'll show up and walk by 
on the arm of that guy 
And I'll smile and you'll wave 
we'll pretend it's okay 
The charade it won't last 
when he's gone I won't come back 

And it's happened once again 
You'll turn to a friend 
Someone that understands 
Sees through the master plan 
But everybody's gone 
and you've been here for too long 
To face this on your own 
Well I guess this is growing up 

Well I guess this is growing up(5X)

Linkin Park - Emptiness Machine (live at Wembley 6- 28-2025)

 Linkin Park - Emptiness Machine

[Verse 1: Mike Shinoda]
Your blades are sharpened with precision (Precision)
Flashing your favorite point of view (Point of view)
I know you're waiting in the distance (Distance)
Just like you always do, just like you always do

[Pre-Chorus: Mike Shinoda]
Already pulling me in, already under my skin
And I know exactly how this ends, I

[Chorus: Mike Shinoda]
Let you cut me open just to watch me bleed
Gave up who I am for who you wanted me to be
Don't know why I'm hopin' for what I won't receive
Fallin' for the promise of the emptiness machine
(The emptiness machine)

[Verse 2: Emily Armstrong, Emily Armstrong & Mike Shinoda]
Goin' around like a revolver (Revolver)
It's been decided how we lose (How we lose)
'Cause there's a fire under the altar (The altar)
I keep on lyin' to, I keep on lyin' to

[Pre-Chorus: Mike Shinoda & Emily Armstrong]
Already pulling me in, already under my skin
And I know exactly how this ends, I

[Chorus: Emily Armstrong]
Let you cut me open just to watch me bleed
Gave up who I am for who you wanted me to be
Don't know why I'm hopin' for what I won't receive
Fallin' for the promise of the emptiness machine

[Bridge: Mike Shinoda, Mike Shinoda & Emily Armstrong]
I only wanted to be part of something
I only wanted to be part of, part of
I only wanted to be part of something
I only wanted to be part of, part of
I only wanted to be part of something
I only wanted to be part—

[Chorus: Emily Armstrong]
I let you cut me open just to watch me bleed
Gave up who I am for who you wanted me to be
Don't know why I'm hopin', so f--in' naive
Fallin' for the promise of the emptiness machine
The emptiness machine

[Outro: Mike Shinoda & Emily Armstrong]
(I only wanted to be part of something) The emptiness machine
(I only wanted to be part of) The emptiness machine

Mammoth - Take a Bow -- WDHA Exclusive Show

 Mammoth - Take a Bow

No
Now what have you done? No
How far will you run?

Falling one by one
Is that enough for you my love? 
Failing everyone
Am I enough for you my love?

I swear I thought it was over
Just let me know when you're done

And when the lights start fading 
Take a bow it's over for me
You're wrong at the right time. Save me 
Take a bow you're devastating

Now
take back what you've done 
Now
Got nowhere to run 
nowhere to run

Oh god just let it be over
I can't believe what you've done

And when the lights start fading
Take a bow it's over for me
You're wrong at the right time. Save me
Take a bow you're devastating

Lost in darkness
Did you forget what you're fighting for? 
Crossed and heartless
Did you forget what you're running from?

Keane - Nothing in My Way (Live at ULU London, UK 2006)

 Keane - Nothing in My Way

A turning tide
Lovers at a great divide
Why do you laugh
When I know that you're hurt inside?

And why'd you say
It's just another day, nothing in my way
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say?

And why'd you lie
When you wanna die, when you hurt inside
Don't know what you lie for anyway
Now there's nothing left to say

A tell-tale sign
You don't know where to draw the line

And why'd you say
It's just another day, nothing in my way
I don't wanna go, I don't wanna stay
So there's nothing left to say

And why'd you lie
When you wanna die, when you hurt inside
Don't know what you lie for anyway
Now there's nothing left to say

Well, for a lonely soul
You're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul
You're having such a nice time

For a lonely soul, it seems to me
That you're having such a nice time
You're having such a nice time

For a lonely soul
You're having such a nice time
For a lonely soul
You're having such a nice time

For a lonely soul, it seems to me
That you're having such a nice time
You're having such a nice time

Libera - Kids Turn “God Only Knows” into a Haunting Hymn | BGT 2026

Libera - God Only Knows (Beach Boys) 

[Verse 1:]
I may not always love you
But long as there are stars above you
You never need to doubt it
I'll make you so sure about it

[Refrain: ]
God only knows what I'd be without you

[Verse 2:]
If you should ever leave me
Well, life would still go on, believe me
The world could show nothing to me
So what good would living do me?

[Refrain:]
God only knows what I'd be without you

[Interlude: ]
Ooh, ooh
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
Bow, buh-bow, buh-bow, buh-bow (Do, do, do, do)
Buh-bow, buh-bow, buh-bow (Do, do, do, do, do, do)
Buh-bow, buh-bow, buh-bow, buh-bow (Do, do, do, do, do, do, do, do)

[Refrain:]
God only knows what I'd be without you


[Verse 3: ]
If you should ever leave me
Well, life would still go on, believe me
The world could show nothing to me
So what good would living do me?

[Chorus:]

God only knows what I'd be without you

[Outro:] 

God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows what I'd be without you
God only knows what I'd be without you (What I'd be)
God only knows what I'd be without you (God only knows)
God only knows what I'd be without you (What I'd be)
God only knows what I'd be without you (God only knows)
God only knows what I'd be without you (What I'd be)
God only knows what I'd be without you (God only knows)
God only knows what I'd be without you (What I'd be)
God only knows what I'd be without you (God only knows)
God only knows what I'd be without you (What I'd be)
God only knows what I'd be without you (God only knows)

THE RASMUS – In the Shadows (LIVE @DEICHBRAND FESTIVAL 2026)

  THE RASMUS- In the Shadows

No sleep, no sleep until I'm done with finding the answer
Won't stop, won't stop before I find the cure for this cancer
And sometimes I feel like going down and so disconnected
But somehow I know that I am haunted to be wanted
I've been watching, I've been waiting in the shadows
For my time
I've been searching, I've been living for tomorrows
All my life

They say that I must learn to kill before I can feel safe
But I, I'd rather kill myself than turn into their slave
And sometimes I feel that I should go and play with the thunder
Cause somehow I just don't wanna stay and wait for a wonder

Lately I've been walking, walking in circles, watching, waiting for something
Feel me, touch me, heal me, come take me higher

I've been watching, I've been waiting in the shadows
For my time
I've been searching, I've been living for tomorrows
All my life

Alex Melton - Fix You (if Coldplay's "Fix You" Was An Emo Anthem)

  Alex Melton - Fix You

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above, or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try, you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face, and I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face, and I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Rock Choir - Sweet Child of Mine (Guns 'N Roses) The Usher Hall, Edinburgh May 31, 2025

Rock Choir - Sweet Child of Mine (Guns 'N Roses)

She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything was as fresh as the bright blue sky (Sky)
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I stared too long I'd probably break down and cry

Whoa-oh-oh! Sweet child o' mine
Whoa, oh-oh-oh! Sweet love of mine

She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes and see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm, safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder and the rain to quietly pass me by

Whoa-oh-oh! Sweet child o' mine
Ooh, oh-oh-oh! Sweet love of mine

Oh yeah! Whoa-oh-oh-oh! Sweet child o' mine
Ooh-oh, oh, oh! Sweet love of mine
Whoa, oh-oh-oh! Sweet child o' mine, ooh yeah
Ooh! Sweet love of mine

Where do we go?
Where do we go now?
Where do we go?
Ooh, where do we go?
Where do we go now?
Oh, where do we go now?
Where do we go? (Sweet child)
Ooh, where do we go now?
Ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay, ay
Where do we go now? Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, wow
Where do we go?
Oh, where do we go now?
Oh, where do we go?
Where do we go now?
Where do we go?
Ooh, where do we go now?
Now, now, now, now, now, now, now
Sweet child, sweet child o' mine

Job Chapter 40

1    MOREOVER the LORD answered Job, and said,

2    Shall he that contendeth with the Almighty instruct him?  he that reproveth God, let him answer it.


3    Then Job answered the LORD, and said, 

4    Behold, I am vile;  what shall I answer thee?  I will lay mine hand upon my mouth.

5    Once have I spoken;  but I will not answer:  yea, twice;  but I will proceed no further.


6    Then answered the LORD unto Job out of the whirlwind, and said,

7    Gird up thy loins now like a man:  I will demand of thee, and declare thou unto me.

8    Wilt thou also disannul my judgment?  wilt thou condemn me, that thou mayest be righteous?

9    Hast thou an arm like God?  or canst thou thunder with a voice like him?

10    Deck thyself now with majesty and excellency;  and array thyself with glory and beauty.

11    Cast abroad the rage of thy wrath:  and behold every one that is proud, and abase him.

12    Look on every one that is proud, and bring him low;  and tread down the wicked in their place.

13    Hide them in the dust together;  and bind their faces in secret.

14    Then will I also confess unto thee that thine own right hand can save thee.


15    Behold now behemoth, which I made with thee;  he eateth grass as an ox.

16    Lo now, his strength is in his loins, and his force is in the navel of his belly.

17    He moveth his tail like a cedar:  the sinews of his stones are wrapped together.

18    His bones are as strong pieces of brass;  his bones are like bars of iron.

19    He is the chief of the ways of God:  he that made him can make his sword to approach unto him.

20    Surely the mountains bring him forth food, where all the beasts of the field play.

21    He lieth under the shady trees, in the covert of the reed, and fens.

22    The shady trees cover him with their shadow;  the willows of the brook compass him about.

23    Behold, he drinketh up a river, and hasteth not:  he trusteth that he can draw up Jordan into his mouth.

24    He taketh it with his eyes:  his nose pierceth through snares.

    Job Chapter 40 - KJV

Saturday, July 25, 2026

Shinedown - Her Name is Alice -- December 29, 2018 at House Of Blues in Orlando, FL.

 Shinedown - Her Name is Alice

[Intro (Spoken)]
If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense
Nothing would be what it is because everything would be what it isn't

[Verse 1]
I invite you to a world where there is no such thing as time
And every creature lends themself to change your state of mind
And the girl that chased the rabbit, drank the wine, and took the pill
Has locked herself in limbo to see how it truly feels

[Pre-Chorus 1]
To stand outside your virtue
No one can ever hurt you
Or so they say

[Chorus]
Her name is Alice (Alice)
She crawls into the window, through shapes and shadows
Alice (Alice)
And even though she's dreaming, she knows...

[Verse 2]
Sometimes the curiosity can kill the soul but leave the pain
And every ounce of innocence is left inside her brain
And through the looking glass we see she's painfully returned
But now 'Off With Her Head', I fear, is everyone's concern

[Pre-Chorus 2]
You see there's no real ending
It's only the beginning
Come out and play

[Chorus]
Her name is Alice (Alice)
She crawls into the window, through shapes and shadows
Alice (Alice)
And even though she's dreaming, she's unlocked the meaning for you

[Pre-Chorus 3]
This kingdom, good riddance
Her freedom and innocence
Has brought this whole thing down

[Chorus]
Her name is Alice (Alice)
She crawls into to the window, through shapes and shadows
Alice (Alice)
And even though she's dreaming, she's unlocked the meaning

[Bridge]
Red knights, white knights, marching into the fight
Drink me, shrink me, fill me to sink me
Red knights, white knights, marching into the fight
Drink me, shrink me, fill me to sink me
She's unlocked the meaning for you
[Outro (Spoken)]
And contrariwise, what it is, it wouldn't be
And what it wouldn't be, it would, you see?
 

Seether - Rise Above This

 Seether - Rise Above This

Take the light, undarken everything around me
Call the clouds and listen closely I'm lost without you
Call your name every day when I feel so helpless
I've fallen down but I'll rise above this, rise above this

Hate the mind, regrets are better left unspoken
For all we know, this void will grow
And everything's in vain, distressing you though it leaves me open
Feels so right, but I'll end this all before it gets me

Call your name every day when I feel so helpless
I've fallen down but I'll rise above this, rise above this
Call your name every day when I seem so helpless
I've fallen down, and I'll rise above this, rise above this doubt

I'll mend myself before it gets me 
(I'll mend myself before it gets me)
I'll mend myself before it gets me 
(I'll mend myself before it gets me)

Call your name every day when I feel so helpless
I've fallen down but I'll rise above this, rise above this
Forty eight ways to say that I'm feelin' helpless
I'm Falling down, falling down, but I'll rise above this, rise above this, 
Rise above this, rise above this doubt

Collective Soul - Smile

 Collective Soul - Smile

[Intro]
Bum-bum buh-di bum-bum
Bum-bum buh-di bum
Bum-bum buh-di bum-bum
Bum-bum buh-di bum
Bum-bum buh-di bum-bum
Bum-bum buh-di bum
Bum-bum buh-di bum-bum
Bum-bum buh-di bum

[Verse 1]
Miss those days, my yesteryears
Filled with pride, packed with fear
I was pushing forward, liked to do make-believe
Walked like a saint, ran with a band of thieves

[Chorus]
I was looking up (Looking up)
While feeling down (Down)
Yeah, I searched in all directions
For a universal smile
I was looking up (Looking up)
While feeling down (Down)
Then I heard your heartbeat, baby
And I saw your precious smile
Oh, Lord

[Verse 2]
All the stars I stared upon
Said, "God is great, but you're on your own"
Living life in color, practicing in black and white
Comforting my creatures, Jesus hanging by my side

[Chorus]
I was looking up (Looking up)
While feeling down (Down)
Yеah, I searched in all directions
For a univеrsal smile
I was looking up (Looking up)
While feeling down (Down)
Then I heard your heartbeat, baby
And I saw your precious smile

[Bridge]
Bum-bum buh-di bum-bum
Bum-bum buh-di bum
Bum-bum buh-di bum-bum
Bum-bum buh-di bum

[Chorus]
I was looking up (Looking up)
While feeling down (Down)
Yeah, I searched in all directions
For a universal smile
I was looking up (Looking up)
While feeling down (Down)
Then I heard your heartbeat, baby
And I saw your precious smile
Oh, Lord
[Outro]
I'm alive again (Looking up)
I'm alive again (Looking up)
I'm alive again (Looking up)
I'm alive again (Looking up)
Oh (Looking up)
Oh (Looking up)
Oh, that's sweet (Looking up)
Oh, that's sweet (Looking up)
Oh, that's sweet (Looking up)

Collective Soul - Bearing Witness

Collective Soul - Bearing Witness 

Another day, newspapers say
Life, what you do to me?
I'm always here, you're always there
Hope, that's my company

Yeah, stars have always so many wishes though
They can tell what we already know
See, I'm just gathering all my eyes can see through
I'm bearing witness to you
I'm bearing witness to you

Familiar wags, the evening stares
Life, what you say to me?
I'm promised here, you're precious there
Love, you're my destiny

Yeah, stars have always so many wishes though
They can tell what we already know
See, I'm just gathering all my eyes can see through
I'm bearing witness to you
I'm bearing witness

And some days I surrender
And some days I resolve
But everyday I conquer with your love
With you, love

Yeah, stars have always so many wishes though
They can tell what we already know
See, I'm just gathering all my eyes can see through
I'm bearing witness to you
I'm bearing witness to you

Collective Soul - You [Live on Jay Leno, March 16, 2010]

 Collective Soul - You

Time - I always need more time
To figure what I've lost
To learn what what I should find...

Soon - I'm always hoping soon
I'll figure what to add
I'll learn what to remove...

New Sunrise - New Sunsets
New stories I haven't lived through yet...

With you.... [Chorus]:
It's always been you...
There's never been good days...
There's never been bad days, without you...

Choose - I've always made to choose
I'll figure what to share
I'll learn from what I've used...

New Sunrise - New Sunsets
New promises I haven't made quite yet...

To you... [Chorus]
Yeah, there's never been a day without you...
Yeah, there's never been a day
There's never been a night without you...

You... [Chorus]...
...It's always been you
...There's never those good days
...There's never those bad days, without you

Job Chapter 39

1    KNOWEST thou the time when the wild goats of the rock bring forth?  or canst thou mark when the hinds do calve?  

2    Canst thou number the months that they fulfil?  or knowest thou the time when they bring forth?

3    They bow themselves, they bring forth their young ones, they cast out they sorrows.

4    Their young ones are in good liking, they grow up with corn;  they go forth, and return not unto them.

5    Who hath sent out the wild ass free?  or who hath loosed the bands of the wild ass?

6    Whose house I have made the wilderness, and the barren land his dwellings.

7    He scorneth the multitude of the city, neither regardeth he the crying of the driver.

8    The range of the mountains is his pasture, and he searcheth after every green thing.

9    Will the unicorn be willing to serve thee, or abide by thy crib?

10    Canst thou bind the unicorn with his band in the furrow?  or will he harrow the valleys after thee?

11    Wilt thou trust him, because his strength is great?  or wilt thou leave thy labour to him?

12    Wilt thou believe him, that he will bring home thy seed, and gather it into the barn?

13    Gavest thou the goodly wings unto the peacocks?  or wings and feathers unto the ostrich?  

14    Which leaveth her eggs in the earth, and warmeth them in dust,

15    And forgetteth that the foot may crush them, or that the wild beast may break them.

16    She is hardened against her young ones, as though they were not hers;  her labour is in vain without fear;

17    Because God hath deprived her of wisdom, neither hath he imparted to her understanding.

18    What time she lifteth up herself on high, she scorneth the horse and his rider.

19    Hast thou given the horse strength?  or hast thou clothed his neck with thunder?

20    Canst thou make him afraid as a grasshopper?  the glory of his nostrils is terrible.

21    He paweth in the valley, and rejoiceth in his strength:  he goeth on to meet the armed men.

22    He mocketh at fear, and is not affrighted;  neither turneth he back from the sword.

23    The quiver rattleth against him, the glittering spear and the shield.

24    He swallowth the ground with fierceness and rage:  neither believeth he that it is the sound of the trumpet.

25    He said among the trumpets, Ha, ha;  and smelleth the battle afar off, the thunder of the captains, and the shouting.

26    Doth thy hawk fly by thy wisdom, and stretch her wings toward the south?

27    Doth the eagle mount up at thy command, and make her nest on high?

28    She dwelleth and abideth on the rock, upon the crag of the rock, and the strong place.

29    From thence she seeketh the prey, and her eyes behold afar off.

30    Her young ones also suck up blood:  and where the slain are, there is she.

    Job Chapter 39 - KJV

Friday, July 24, 2026

Poets of the Fall - Heal My Wounds (Live in GlavClub, St. Petersburg, Russia 25.03.2010)

Poets of the Fall - Heal My Wounds

I burn to make you understand
One wrong word and it all may come crashing down
For the fates are devious by heart
They envy you your dreams, so they'll let you drown

And there is no why, there is no how, it's like the sky, just one free flow
But you're here right now, and this is your show, so take a bow, cos the show is on right...

Here and now with all dreams realized
Would you choose still more time to do
Don't fall down when it's time to arise
No-one else can heal your wounds

Once again taboo becomes your law
What you want seems taken by another tide turning
Away from our flower field where we used to lay beneath the sky,
riding dreams to some other side

Do they burn, the wishes whispered, like secrets, they yearn, just to be heard
I'm done with questions, I have no answers, the choice is yours, cos the show is on right...

Here and now...

The bigger the lies
The more they want to believe them
And like a vice
Hold on to what they believe in

Here and now with all dreams realized
Would you choose still more time to do
Don't fall down when it's time to arise
No-one else can heal your wounds

Here and now with all dreams realized
Would you choose still more time to do
Don't fall down cos I need you to rise
No-one else can heal my wounds