1 AND now, O ye priests. this commandment is for you.
2 If ye will not hear, and if ye will not lay it to heart, to give glory unto my name, saith the LORD of hosts, I will even
send a curse upon you, and I will curse your blessings: yea, I have cursed them already, because ye do not lay it to heart.
3 Behold, I will corrupt your seed, and spread dung upon your faces, even the dung of your solemn feasts; and one
shall take you away with it.
4 And ye shall know that I have sent this commandment unto you, that my covenant might be with Levi, saith the LORD of hosts.
5 My covenant was with him of life and peace; and I gave them to him for the fear wherewith he feared me, and was
afraid before my name.
6 The law of truth was in his mouth, and iniquity was not found in his lips: he walked with me in peace and equity,
and did turn many away from iniquity.
7 For the priest's lips should keep knowledge, and they should seek the law at his mouth: for he is the messenger
of the LORD of hosts.
8 But ye are departed out of the way; ye have caused many to stumble at the law; ye have corrupted the covenant
of Levi, saith the LORD of hosts.
9 Therefore have I also made you contemptible and base before all the people, according as ye have not kept my ways,
but have been partial in the law.
10 Have we not all one father? hath not one God created us? why do we deal treacherously every man against his
brother, by profaning the covenant of our fathers?
11 Judah hath dealt treacherously, and an abomination is committed in Israel and in Jerusalem; for Judah hath
profaned the holiness of the LORD which he loved, and hath married the daughter of a strange god.
12 The LORD will cut off the man that doeth this, the master and the scholar, out of the tabernacles of Jacob, and him
that offereth an offering unto the LORD of hosts.
13 And this have ye done again, covering the altar of the LORD with tears, with weeping, and with crying out, insomuch
that he regardeth not the offering any more, or receiveth it with good will at your hand.
14 Yet ye say, Wherefore? Because the LORD hath been witness between thee and the wife of thy youth, against whom
thou hast dealt treacherously: yet is she thy companion, and the wife of thy covenant.
15 And did not he make one? Yet had he the residue of the spirit. And wherefore one? That he might seek a godly
seed. Therefore take heed to your spirit, and let none deal treacherously against the wife of his youth.
16 For the LORD, the God of Israel, saith that he hateth putting away: for one covereth violence with his garment,
saith the LORD of hosts: therefore take heed to your spirit, that ye deal not treacherously.
17 Ye have wearied the LORD with your words. Yet ye say, Wherein have we wearied him? When ye say, Every
one that doeth evil is good in the sight of the LORD, and he delighteth in them; or, Where is the God of judgment?
Malachi Chapter Two - KJV
Friday, July 17, 2026
Malachi Chapter Two
Thursday, July 16, 2026
The Cure - Lullaby
On candy stripe legs the spiderman comes
Softly through the shadow of the evening sun
Stealing past the windows of the blissfully dead
Looking for the victim shivering in bed
Searching out fear in the gathering gloom and
Suddenly a movement in the corner of the room
And there is nothing I can do
When I realize with fright
That the spiderman is having me for dinner tonight
Quietly he laughs and shaking his head
Creeps closer now
Closer to the foot of the bed
And softer than shadow and quicker than flies
His arms are all around me and his tongue in my eyes
Be still be calm be quiet now my precious boy
Don't struggle like that or I will only love you more
For it's much too late to get away or turn on the light
The spiderman is having you for dinner tonight
And I feel like I'm being eaten
By a thousand million shivering furry holes
And I know that in the morning I will wake up
In the shivering cold
And the spiderman is always hungry
Anastacia - Left Outside Alone
Anastacia - Left Outside Alone
All my life I′ve been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not ok, i dont feel safe
I dont feel safe (oooh)
Left Broken, empty and in despair
Wanna breathe, can′t find air
Thought you were sent from up above
But you and me never had love
So much more i have to say
Help me find a way
And I wonder if you know
How it really feels,
To be left outside alone
When it's cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone
I tell you,
All my life I've been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It′s not ok, I don't feel safe
I need to pray.
Why do you play me like a game?
Always someone else to blame
Careless, helpless little man
Someday i might understand
There's not much more to say
But i hope you find a way
Still i wonder if you know, how it really feels
To be left outside alone, when its cold out here
Well maybe you should know, just how it feels,
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone
I tell you,
All my life I′ve been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not ok, i don't feel safe
I need to pray.
Ooh Pray
Heavenly father (oooh)
(Please) Heavenly Father (Save me) Oh save me
Oooooh...
And I Wonder If you know
How it really feels
To be left outside alone
When its cold out here
Well maybe you should know
Just how it feels
To be left outside alone
To be left outside alone
All my life I′ve been waiting
For you to bring a fairytale my way
Been living in a fantasy without meaning
It's not ok, i dont feel safe
I Need to Pray...
Yellowcard - Better Days
Yellowcard - Better Days
If it gets good it freaks you out
You liked the darkness so you ran from
better days
Got so good at being down
You’re kind of heartless so you run from
better days
Are you happy now
Now it’s not too late
To change everything you wanna change
I hope one day you say
You don’t wanna run from better days
You got stuck in your hometown
It’s so dramatic how you run from better days
I won’t let you bring me down
It isn’t my fault that you ran from better days
Are you happy now
Now it’s not too late
To change everything you wanna change
I hope one day you say
You don’t wanna run from better days
Now it’s not too late
To change everything you wanna change
I hope one day you say
You don’t wanna run from better days
Kensington - Done With It
So, now the best are right
So, now the best are wrong
Don't, don't, don't, don't you want it
Don't, don't, don't don't you know
That when the blessed arise
They'll be the last to fall
Don't, don't, don't, don't you want it
So you want me gone
You want me gone but now
You know we can't stop right here
We can't stop right here
So no, I won't be gone and out
Oh yeah, you guessed it right there
We can't stop right here now
Oh, I'm done with it
So now the best for last
Don't want the rest to know
Done, done, done what you wanted
Done, done, done what you know
Now we're the last to rise
And we're the last to go
Don't, don't, don't, don't you want it?
So you want me gone
You want me gone but now
You know we can't stop right here
We can't stop right here
So no, I won't be gone and out
Oh yeah, you guessed it right there
We can't stop right here now
Not by a win you're in though
Not by a win you're high
Oh but again you ride
And go, go, out of sight
Not by a win you're in though
Not by a win you're high
Oh, yeah you guessed it right there
We can't stop right here now
Oh, I'm done with it
You wanted all in
Away
You wanted all in
You wanted it so
You wanted all in
You wanted it so
You wanted all in
You wanted it so
You wanted all in
You wanted it so
So you want me gone
You want me gone but now
You know we can't stop right here
We can't stop right here
So no, I won't be gone and out
Oh yeah, you guessed it right there
We can't stop right here now
Not by a win you're in though
Not by a win you're high
Oh but again you ride
And go, go, out of sight
Not by a win you're in though
Not by a win you're high
Oh, yeah you guessed it right there
We can't stop right here now
Oh, I'm done with it
Yellowcard - For You, and Your Denial - live performance in Hamburg, Germany
Yellowcard - For You, and Your Denial
It's 4am, you call to spit some fire out
But did you think that I would listen to you now?
It's nothing new so get in line with all the rest
And I will wait till you realize you're out of breath
Can you hear the crowd? They all go wild
For you and your denial
They're watching you break down(Break Down)
Hate me all you want, I'll be okay
I'm half the world away
I'm letting you go now (Go Now)
You've got sadness twisted up with jealousy
You show your fists to make them look like loyalty
And I have seen what holding on can take away
If it's the past you love then that's where you can stay
Can you hear the crowd? They all go wild
For you and your denial
They're watching you break down (break down)
Hate me all you want, I'll be okay
I'm half the world away
I'm letting you go now (go now)
Go Now (go now)
Desperation kills
But when it's on your sleeve you wear it well
Underneath it all you'll always have this war inside yourself
I'm letting you go now (go now)
Can you hear the crowd?
They all go wild
For you and your denial
They're watching you break down (break down)
Hate me all you want, I'll be okay
I'm half the world away
I'm letting you go now (go now)
Go Now (go now)
Go Now (go now)
Go Now (go now)
Angels & Airwaves - Surrender
There is a crowd in here, that fooled themselves
They brought their friends and they made their hell
They faked their grin in a lonely cell
To the bitter end
But what do I know?
There are a few good here, that hurt themselves
They kick and been in a dried up well
They call for help and you know them well
Are you aware?
But what do I know?
I will not surrender
No, I will not surrender
When God falls fast asleep
The kids still dance in city streets
From the White House lawn to the Middle East
And all around
I'm just sayin' that this time I feel it now
When God falls fast asleep
The kids still move to a steady beat
Even if it's bombs landing at their feet
Are all around
I'm just saying that this time I feel it now
There is a place to hide, it's in our minds, it's in the dark
It's well known that we have a fragile heart
It's deep inside
It has a sound that you can follow
You feel like you hit a wall, but you survive
And it was hard for you to swallow
I've been to that place before, in spite of luck
When you awake, a new tomorrow
I will not surrender
No, I will not surrender
When God falls fast asleep
The kids still dance in city streets
From the White House lawn to the Middle East
And all around
I'm just sayin' that this time I feel it now
When God falls fast asleep
The kids still move to a steady beat
Even if it's bombs landing at their feet
Are all around
I'm just saying that this time I feel it now
Finch - Worms of the Earth
Worms of the earth, rise in numbers
A silent night brings them upon us
Rising from the soil to torment the living
Torment the living
Gentlemen, our faith is wounded
And yes, we are wounded too
They've come out from the swamp
But we, we stand on both legs
They will roll over and over and over again
And another lonely pacifist lying in the sun
There is no ground control... mayday!
Breathe not a word of this
Quiet, quiet confidence
The time has come to face this
We all must bear witness
The world will roll over and over and over again
And another lonely pacifist dying in the sun
I will not watch this
I will not watch this all come down
Careful boy, careful...
Absence of heart makes a boy, a man, a monster
Absence of heart makes a boy, a man, a monster
Absence of heart makes a boy, a man, a monster
Absence of heart makes a boy, a man, a monster!
Muse - Dead Inside (Live at Glastonbury 2016)
Muse - Dead Inside
Revere a million prayers and draw me in to your holiness
But there's nothing there light only shines
From those who share
Unleash a million drones
Confine me then erase me babe
Do you have no soul
It’s like it died long ago
Your lips feel warm to the touch
You can bring me back to me life
On the outside your ablaze and alive
But you're dead inside
You're free the touch the sky
Whilst I am crushed and pulverized
Because you need control
Now in the one who's letting go
You like to give an inch whilst I am giving infinity
But now I've nothing left
You have no cares and I’m bereft
Your skin feels warm to caress
I see magic in your eyes
On the outside you're ablaze and alive
But you’re dead inside
Feel me now hold me please
I need you to see
Who I am open up to me
Stop hiding from me it’s hurting babe
Only you can stop the pain
Don’t leave me out the cold
Don’t leave me out to die
I gave you everything, I can't give you anymore
Now I’ve become just like you
My lips feel warm to the touch
But my words seem so alive
My skin is warm to caress
I'll control and hypnotize
You’ve taught me to lie without a trace
And to kill with no remorse
On the outside I’m the greatest guy
Now I’m dead inside
Kensington - Thieves and Murderers
Kensington - Thieves and Murderers
[Verse 1]
This is not the first time
I'm upright in my bed all through the night
The pale moon is shining bright
Revealing all the cracks between the tiles
The cold white kitchen floor
Summons me to lie down
This fever leaving my pores
Is leading me astray now
[Chorus]
Take all of your vitamins and
Wash your hands or just begin by
Leaving some of the little things you hate to love
I'm noticing the irony is oh so sickening
Cause when a healthy dose of life is kicking in
I am stranded on the floor in the glistening light
[Verse 2]
This is not the first time
The dawn is making me curse morning light
My cold white fingers form
To weak a grip to reach and close the blinds
[Chorus]
Take all of your vitamins and
Wash your hands or just begin by
Leaving some of the little things you hate to love
I'm noticing the irony is oh so sickening
Cause when a healthy dose of life is kicking in
I am stranded on the floor in the glistening light
[Outro]
Will I help myself by obeying my cells?
When it's all thieves and murderers
It's all just thieves and murderers
Will I help myself by obeying my cells?
When it's all thieves and murderers
It's all just thieves and murderers
Will I help myself by obeying my cells?
When it's all thieves and murderers
I won't be waiting for help
I won't be waiting for help
I won't be waiting for help
I won't be waiting for help
No
Papa Roach - Leader of the Broken Hearts - Guitar Center Sessions
Papa Roach - Leader of the Broken Hearts
All the lies, I told you now the truth
Here I am with nothing left to lose
And now that I'm crawling in my skin
Maybe it's time I just give in
I've become the leader of the broken hearts
And now I'm finding out what it feels like
To risk everything and still survive
When you're standing on the battlefield
And all the pain is real
That's when you realize
That you must have done something right
'Cause you never felt so alive
I'm holding out for more than I deserve
I'm hanging on to all your careless words
And it's time I cut the chord
Maybe I stay and take some more
I've become the leader of the broken hearts
And now I finally know what it feels like
To risk everything and still survive
When you're standing on the battlefield
And all the pain is real
That's when you realize
And now I know what it feels like
To risk everything and still survive
When you're standing on the battlefield
And all the pain is real
That's when you realize
That you must have done something right
'Cause you never felt so alive
I'm the leader of the broken hearts
I'm the leader of the broken hearts
I'm the leader of the broken hearts
I'm the leader of the broken hearts
I'm the leader of the broken hearts
And now I finally know what it feels like
To risk everything and still survive
When you're standing on the battlefield
And all the pain is real
That's when you realize
And now you finally know what it feels like
To risk everything and still survive
When you're standing on the battlefield
And all the pain is real
That's when you realize
That you must have done something right
'Cause you never felt so alive
The Toadies - Possum Kingdom
Make up your mind
Decide to walk with me
Around the lake tonight
Around the lake tonight
By my side
By my side
I'm not gonna lie
I'll not be a gentleman
Behind the boathouse
I'll show you my dark secret
I'm not gonna lie
I want you for mine
My blushing bride
My lover, be my lover, yeah
Don't be afraid
I didn't mean to scare you
So help me, Jesus
I can promise you
You'll stay as beautiful
With dark hair
And soft skin, forever
Forever
Make up your mind
Make up your mind
And I'll promise you
I will treat you well
My sweet angel
So help me, Jesus
(hey, hey, hey)
Give it up to me
Give it up to me
Do you wanna be
My angel?
So help me!
Be my angel
Be my angel
Do you wanna die?
I promise you
I will treat you well
My sweet angel
So help me, Jesus
Jesus
Jesus
Jesus
10,000 Reasons (Bless The Lord) // Temitope // Live From Worship Together 2021
10,000 Reasons (Bless The Lord) // Temitope //
Bless the Lord O my soul
O my soul
Worship His Holy name
Sing like never before
O my soul
I'll worship Your Holy name
Verse 1
The sun comes up
It's a new day dawning
It's time to sing Your song again
Whatever may pass
And whatever lies before me
Let me be singing
When the evening comes
Verse 2
You're rich in love
And You're slow to anger
Your name is great
And Your heart is kind
For all Your goodness
I will keep on singing
Ten thousand reasons
For my heart to find
Verse 3
And on that day
When my strength is failing
The end draws near
And my time has come
Still my soul will
Sing Your praise unending
Ten thousand years
And then forevermore
forevermore
The CIA Testimony That Shook the World… Then Was Banned Everywhere
This video presents selected excerpts from a public lecture by former CIA officer John Stockwell, who served in the Agency for over a decade and later spoke openly about his experiences.
Malachi Chapter One
1 THE burden of the word of the LORD to Israel by Malachi.
2 I have loved you, saith the LORD. Yet ye say, Wherein hast thou loved us? Was not Esau Jacob's brother? saith the
LORD: yet I loved Jacob,
3 And I hated Esau, and laid his mountains and his heritage waste for the dragon of the wilderness.
4 Whereas Edom saith, We are impoverished, but we will return and build the desolate places; thus saith the LORD of
hosts, They shall build, but I will throw down; and they shall call them, The border of wickedness, and, The people
against whom the LORD hath indignation for ever.
5 And your eyes shall see, and ye shall say, The LORD will be magnified from the border of Israel.
6 A son honoureth his father, and a servant his master: if then I be a father, where is mine honour? and if I be a master,
where is my fear? saith the LORD of hosts unto you, O priests, that despise my name. And ye say, Wherein have
we despised thy name?
7 Ye offer polluted bread upon mine altar; and ye say, Wherein have we polluted thee? In that ye say, The table of
the LORD is contemptible.
8 And if ye offer the blind for sacrifice, is it not evil? and if ye offer the lame and sick, is it not evil? offer it now unto
thy governor; will he be pleased with thee, or accept thy person? saith the LORD of hosts.
9 And now, I pray you, beseech God that he will be gracious unto us: this hath been by your means: will he regard
your persons? saith the LORD of hosts.
10 Who is there even among you that would shut the doors for nought? neither do ye kindle fire on mine altar for nought.
I have no pleasure in you, saith the LORD of hosts, neither will I accept an offering at your hand.
11 For from the rising of the sun even unto the going down of the same my name shall be great among the Gentiles;
and in every place incense shall be offered unto my name, and a pure offering: for my name shall be great among
the heathen, saith the LORD of hosts.
12 But ye have profaned it, in that ye say, The table of the LORD is polluted; and the fruit thereof, even his meat,
is contemptible.
13 Ye said also, Behold, what a weariness is it! and ye have snuffed at it, saith the LORD of hosts; and ye brought that
which was torn, and the lame, and the sick; thus ye brought an offering: should I accept this of your hand?
saith the LORD.
14 But cursed be the deceiver, which hath in his flock a male, and voweth, and sacrificeth unto the LORD a corrupt thing:
for I am a great King, saith the LORD of hosts, and my name is dreadful among the heathen.
Malachi Chapter One - KJV
Psalm 30 - KJV and Scottish Metrical Psalter
1 I WILL extol thee, O LORD; for thou hast lifted me up, and hast not made my foes to rejoice over me.
2 O LORD my God, I cried unto thee, and thou hast healed me.
3 O LORD, thou hast brought up my soul from the grave: thou hast kept me alive, that I should not go
down to the pit.
4 Sing unto the LORD, O ye saints of his, and give thanks at the remembrance of his holiness.
5 For his anger endureth but a moment; in his favour is life: weeping may endure for a night, but joy
cometh in the morning.
6 And in my prosperity I said, I shall never be moved.
7 LORD, by thy favour thou hast made my mountain to stand strong: thou didst hide thy face, and I was troubled.
8 I cried to thee, O LORD; and unto the LORD I made supplication.
9 What profit is there in my blood, when I go down to the pit? Shall the dust praise thee? shall it declare thy truth?
10 Hear, O LORD, and have mercy upon me: LORD, be thou my helper.
11 Thou hast turned for me my mourning into dancing: thou hast put off my sackcloth, and girded me with gladness.
12 To the end that my glory may sing priase to thee, and not be silent. O LORD my God, I will give thanks
unto thee for ever.
Psalm 30- KJV
Psalm 30
A Psalm and Song at the dedication of the house of
David.
1 Lord, I will thee extol, for thou
hast lifted me on high,
And over me thou to rejoice
mad'st not mine enemy.
2 O thou who art the Lord my God,
I in distress to thee,
With loud cries lifted up my voice,
and thou hast healed me.
3 O Lord, my soul thou hast brought up,
and rescu'd from the grave;
That I to pit should not go down,
alive thou didst me save.
4 O ye that are his holy ones,
sing praise unto the Lord;
And give unto him thanks, when ye
his holiness record.
5 For but a moment lasts his wrath;
life in his favour lies:
Weeping may for a night endure,
at morn doth joy arise.
6 In my prosperity I said,
that nothing shall me move.
7 O Lord, thou hast my mountain made
to stand strong by thy love:
But when that thou, O gracious God,
didst hide thy face from me,
Then quickly was my prosp'rous state
turn'd into misery.
8 Wherefore unto the Lord my cry
I caused to ascend:
My humble supplication
I to the Lord did send.
9 What profit is there in my blood,
when I go down to pit?
Shall unto thee the dust give praise?
thy truth declare shall it?
10 Hear, Lord, have mercy; help me, Lord:
11 Thou turned hast my sadness
To dancing; yea, my sackcloth loos'd,
and girded me with gladness;
12 That sing thy praise my glory may,
and never silent be.
O Lord my God, for evermore
I will give thanks to thee.
Wednesday, July 15, 2026
The Strokes - The End Has No End
The Strokes - The End Has No End
One by one, ticking time bombs won
It's not the secret of the government
That's keeping you dumb
Oh, it's the other way around - wait...
What's that sound?
One by one, baby, here they come.
He wants it easy; he want it relaxed
Said I can do a lot of things, but I can't do that
Two steps forward, then three steps back
...Alright
"Won't you take a walk outside?"
-Oh no.
"Can't you find some other guy?"
-Oh no.
"1 9 6 9 what's that sound?"
-Oh no.
Keeping down the underground
Oh no...
The end has no end the end has no end
The end has no end the end has no end
He want it easy; he want it relaxed
Said I can do a lot of things, but I can't do that
Two steps forward, then three steps back
It won't be easy
"Won't you take a walk outside?"
-Oh no.
"Can't you find another guy?"
-Oh no.
"1 9 6 3 what's that sound?"
-Oh no.
Keeping down the underground
Oh no...
The end has no end the end has no end
The end has no end the end has no end
The end has no end the end has no end
The end has no end the end has no end...
Faith No More - Evidence
If you want to open the hole
Just put your head down and go
Step beside the piece of circumstance
Got to wash away the taste of evidence
Wash it away
(Evidence...got a taste of evidence)
I didn't feel a thing
It didn't mean a thing
Look in the eye and testify;
I didn't feel a thing
Anything you say, we know you're guilty
Hands above your head and you won't even feel me
You won't feel me
Placebo - Every You Every Me
Sucker love is heaven sent
You pucker up, our passion's spent
My heart's a tart, your body's rent
My body's broken, yours is bent
Carve your name into my arm
Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed
'Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Sucker love, a box I choose
No other box I choose to use
Another love I would abuse
No circumstances could excuse
In the shape of things to come
Too much poison come undone
'Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me...
Sucker love is known to swing
Prone to cling and waste these things
Pucker up for heaven's sake
There's never been so much at stake
I serve my head up on a plate
It's only comfort, calling late
Cause there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me...
Every me and every you
Every me...
Like the naked leads the blind
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind
Sucker love I always find
Someone to bruise and leave behind
All alone in space and time
There's nothing here but what here's mine
Something borrowed, something blue
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me...
Every me and every you
Every me...
Every me and every you
Every me...
Every me and every you
Every me...
Every me and every you
Every me...
Every me and every you
Every me...
Finch - What It Is To Burn
She burns!
The sky is bleeding above me, and I am blistered
I walk these lines of blasphemy, every day
And still
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
I feel diseased
Is there no sympathy, from the sun
The sky's still fire
But I am safe in here, from the world outside
So tell me
What's the price to pay for glory
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
Today is fire, and she burns
Today is fire, and she burns
She burns
Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn
The Strokes - Reptilia
He seemed impressed by the way you came in.
"Tell us a story
I know you're not boring"
I was afraid that you would not insist.
"You sound so sleepy
just take this, now leave me"
I said please don't slow me down
If I'm going too fast
You're in a strange part of our town...
Yeah, the night's not over
You're not trying hard enough,
Our lives are changing lanes
You ran me off the road,
The wait is over
I'm now taking over,
You're no longer laughing
I'm not drowning fast enough.
Now every time that I look at myself
"I thought I told you
this world is not for you"
The room is on fire as she's fixing her hair
"you sound so angry
just calm down, you found me"
I said please don't slow me down
If I'm going too fast
You're in a strange part of our town...
Yeah, the night's not over
You're not trying hard enough,
Our lives are changing lanes
You ran me off the road,
The wait is over
I'm now taking over,
You're no longer laughing
I'm not drowning fast enough.
Wind Walkers - Hereditary
Sleepless
Staring up through the ceiling
We come from the mud
So there’s
reason
To bite the hand that was feeding
The hand of a god who wasn't enough
He wasn’t enough
To cover the blood
To hand out the healing
Who severed his love
But kept you in touch
Who kept you believing
Who said you weren’t trying
I knew that you were
But I watched you shape shift
Change to your needs
Saw all the faces
Used to hide your grief
I watched you change
Felt my ego caving in
We’re covered in mud
So there’s no sense in hiding your suffering
By the hand of man who wasn’t enough
He was never enough
To give you the love
To give you that feeling
Whose venomous touch
By the hand of a gun
That kept you believing
Who said you weren’t worth it
I knew that you were
But I watched you shape shift
And change to your needs
Saw all the faces
Used to hide your grief
I watched you change
Twist your faith
Lose yourself in precarious ways
All your shape shifting
To run away
And there was nothing I could do
There was nothing I could do right?
Nothing I could do
Nothing I could do
So Sick of calling out and
never hearing back
Sometimes is easier to run and not react (that’s a fact)
But there was nothing I could do
Tell me what you knew
The world was just so cruel to you
Well it’s hereditary
Sick of forcing smiles never looking back
A luxury I never really had
and that’s a fact
There’s nothing I could do yeah
Tell me what you knew
The world was just so cruel to you
Well it’s hereditary
I watched you shape shift
And change to your needs
Saw all the faces
Used to hide your grief
I watched you change
Wind Walkers - The End Aesthetic
Wind Walkers - The End Aesthetic
Going in blind
A lot in my mind
no way around it
Cuz every line and mold we fill
Is coinciding
Trying to breath
But the silence speaks
We know about it
There’s a hurt so deep in me
I think it systematic
I’m stuck in a way that I’ve been in so long
Got nothing to say
Our words are spent
We’re suffering
waiting for the sun to just give out
It’s so much easier to take
our heaven sent
is ignorance
Cuz everyone is hiding
Or we’re lying or we’re fake
And I can’t stand it
Cuz everyone is hiding
Or we’re lying or we’re fake aware
Sign of the times
Can I get high and lie to myself about it
How can we feel so safe
When we feel so surrounded
Heaven's gate could never open up for us
Still praying for the end that’s just our whole aesthetic.
I'm stuck in a way that I’ve been in so long
Got nothing to say
Our words are spent
We’re suffering
waiting for the sun to just give out
It’s so much easier to take
our heaven sent
is ignorance
Cuz everyone is hiding
Or we’re lying or we’re fake
And I can’t stand it
Cuz everyone is hiding
Or we’re lying or we’re fake aware
Generation pesticide
Generation suicide
Generation genocide
Generation burning up alive
Are we just a disease
Can’t tell rights from the wrongs
So stuck in the ways that we’ve been in so long
Got nothing to say
Our words are spent
We’re suffering
waiting for the sun to just give out
It’s so much easier to take
our heaven sent
is ignorance
Cuz everyone is hiding
Or we’re lying or we’re fake
And I can’t stand it
Cuz everyone is hiding
Or we’re lying or we’re fake aware
Burning up alive
Yellowcard - Childhood Eyes
I found, I found my childhood eyes
Am I the only one who ever wonders why
Love leaves me empty every time
Am I the only one who isn’t dead inside
Maybe you’re jaded, maybe you’re blind
Am I the only one watching with childhood eyes
I’m all alone at the altar now
I’ve got an atheist heart
You swept it under the rug and bailed
Oh, you’re a real work of art
If only I was the drug you did
Stuck in a vein in your arm
Then maybe you would have stuck around
Just like the addict you are
I found, I found my childhood eyes
Am I the only one who ever wonders why
Love leaves me empty every time
Am I the only one who isn’t dead inside
Maybe you’re jaded, maybe you’re blind
Am i the only one watching with childhood eyes
I’m all alone in an ocean now
And you’re a light on the shore
I know you think you can hold your breath
Until I sink to the floor
But if you’re trying to wait this out
You’re gonna do it alone
There’s gotta be something more than this
Some other truth I can know
I found, I found my childhood eyes
Am I the only one who ever wonders why
Love leaves me empty every time
Am I the only one who isn’t dead inside
Maybe you’re jaded, maybe you’re blind
Am I the only one watching with childhood eyes
I am the love you need
Yellowcard - Way Away
I think I'm breaking out
I'm going to leave you now
There's nothing for me here, it's all the same
And even though I know
That everything might go
Go downhill from here, I'm not afraid
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything
You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here, I'm on my way
I've made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say, I'm not afraid
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything
Letting out the noise inside of me (letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (every window pane is shattering)
Cutting off my words before I speak (cutting off my words)
This is how it feels to not believe
Letting out the noise inside of me (letting out the noise inside of me)
Every window pane is shattering (every window pane is shattering)
Cutting off my words before I speak (cutting off my words)
This is how it feels to not believe
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe (feels to be alone and not believe)
Feels to be alone and not believe anything