Sunday, August 2, 2026

Future Leaders of the World - Let Me Out

 Future Leaders of the World - Let Me Out

I found some peace today, I grit my teeth
And swallow all of my pain
And selfish pride, I used to hide behind

Let me out let me out I'm singing
Let me out let me out I'm singing
I'm a liar and cheat in prison
Accused of telling the truth

Flames of pain stained paint my eyes
Child I've lost this face won't lie
Time burns my souls decay gray
Sifting through the smoke and lies
Swimming exhale love that's died
The first and last ain't ever the same
So I'll keep on singing this
I don't care if you're right or if I'm always wrong
Just want to sing my song before this whole world

Let me out let me out I'm singing
Let me out let me out I'm singing
I'm a liar and a cheat in prison
Accused of telling the truth

Now and forever I stand to sever all ties and connections
To recollections of pain and fear
Family society authority and ever peer
Swallowing tears line my stomach
I'm getting freer every second corroding and exploding
All these corporate deceptions I'm out

Mental prison bars block our minds
Youth's truth sold and televised
I never bought it and I won't play your games for fame
Are we just rats in a pipers tune soothed
Scrappin' for cheese in a maze made to lose
I know I'm not and I won't eat your food, subdued
I don't care if you're right or if I'm always wrong
Just want to sing my song before this whole world's
Gone

Let me out let me out I'm singing
Let me out let me out I'm singing
I'm a liar and a cheat in prison
Accused of telling the truth

I'm out

Live - Lightning Crashes (Live on 2 Meter Sessions, 1995)

 Live - Lightning Crashes 

Lightning crashes
A new mother cries

Her placenta falls to the floor

The angel opens her eyes

The confusion sets in
Before the doctor can even close the door

Lightning crashes
An old mother dies

Her intentions fall to the floor

The angel closes her eyes
The confusion that was hers
Belongs now, to the baby down the hall

Oh, now feel it coming back again
Like a rolling thunder chasing the wind
Forces pulling from the center of the Earth again
I can feel it

Lightning crashes
A new mother cries

This moment she's been waiting for

The angel opens her eyes
Pale blue colored iris presents the circle
And puts the glory out to hide, hide

Oh, now feel it comin' back again
Like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
Forces pullin' from the center of the Earth again
I can feel it
I can feel it

I can feel it coming back again
Like a rolling thunder chasing the wind
Forces pulling from the center of the Earth again
I can feel it
I can feel it coming back again
Like a rolling thunder chasing the wind
Forces pulling from the center of the Earth again
I can feel it
I can feel it coming back again
Like a rolling thunder chasing the wind
Forces pulling from the center of the Earth again
I can feel it
I can feel it
I can feel it

Dead Poet Society - HURT

 Dead Poet Society - HURT 

 You need to get outta your head
You're killing yourself again
You better get what you want
You only get one shot
You're lighting yourself on fire
You know you aren't going any higher
This is what you want but why?
You coulda been just fine

Are you insane, how you're dealing with your money situation?
You'll be running for the rest of your life
You can take this any way you want, tell me
Why the hell would you hurt yourself for this?
Why the hell would you hurt yourself for this?

I know that I have my doubts
So why you gotta call me out?
Tell me it'll be just fine
You're outta your goddamn mind
The voices in my head grow loud
I don't know how to shut them out
This is what you want but why?
You coulda been just fine

Are you insane, how you're dealing with your money situation?
You'll be running for the rest of your life
You can take this any way you want, tell me
Why the hell would you hurt yourself for this?
Are you insane, how you're dealing with your money situation?
You'll be running for the rest of your life
You can take this any way you want, tell me
Why the hell would you hurt yourself for this?
Why the hell would you hurt yourself for this?
Why the hell would you hurt yourself for this?

Are you insane, how you're dealing with your money situation?
You'll be running, you'll be running, you'll be
Are you insane, how you're dealing with your money situation?
You'll be running, you'll be running, you'll be

Are you insane? Look at how you're living
Is it what you really wanted, what you really wanted?
You've been waiting on a miracle and you've gotta let it go
Tired and afraid, the reality of getting old
It's our legacy, and you will never make it out no
Why the hell would you hurt yourself for this?
Why the hell would you hurt yourself for this?

Are you insane, how you're dealing with your money situation?
You'll be running for the rest of your life
You can take this any way you want, tell me
Why the hell would you hurt yourself for this?
Why the hell would you hurt yourself for this?
(You threw it all away)
Why the hell would you hurt yourself for this?
(You threw it all away)

Erik Grönwall - Hallowed Be Thy Name (Iron Maiden Cover)

Erik Grönwall - Hallowed Be Thy Name 

I'm waiting in my cold cell when the bell begins to chime
Reflecting on my past life and it doesn't have much time
Cos at five o'clock they take me to the gallows pole
The sands of time for me are running low
Running low, yeah

When the priest comes to read me the last rites
Take a look through the bars at the last sights
Of a world that has gone very wrong for me
Can it be that there's some sort of error?
Hard to stop the surmounting terror
Is it really the end, not some crazy dream?

Somebody please tell me that I'm dreaming
It's not easy to stop from screaming
But words escape me when I try to speak
Tears fall, but why am I crying?
After all, I'm not afraid of dying
Don't I believe that there never is an end?

As the guards march me out to the courtyard
Somebody cries from a cell, "God be with you"
If there's a God, why has He let me go?
As I walk, my life drifts before me
And though the end is near, I'm not sorry
Catch my soul, it's willing to fly away

Mark my words, believe my soul lives on
Don't worry now that I have gone
I've gone beyond to seek the truth
When you know that your time is close at hand
Maybe then you'll begin to understand
Life down here is just a strange illusion

Yeah, yeah, yeah
Hallowed be thy name
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Hallowed be thy name
Yeah

Collective Soul - Feel

 Collective Soul - Feel 

no lyrics available 

Mateus Asato - Blessed Assurance

Mateus Asato - Blessed Assurance 

Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine!
Oh, what a foretaste of glory divine!
Heir of salvation, purchase of God
Born of his Spirit, washed in His blood

This is my story, this is my song
Praising my Savior all the day long
This is my story, this is my song
Praising my Savior all the day long

Perfect submission, perfect delight
Visions of rapture now burst on my sight
Angels descending bring from above
Echoes of mercy, whispers of love

This is my story, this is my song
Praising my Savior all the day long
This is my story, this is my song
Praising my Savior all the day long
Praising my Savior all the day long

hymn written by Fanny Crosby 

 

Mike Dawes - Goliath

 Mike Dawes - Goliath

instrumental guitar 

Greta Van Fleet - Age of Machine

 Greta Van Fleet -  Age of Machine

[Verse 1]
Perfect child
Plugged in since the womb
Prophet of the dune
In this electric tomb
Man has made
An omnipresent force
Heading on a course
For interstellar shores

[Verse 2]
God machine
Malfunctioned as it grew
And the circuits blew
Falling down on you
Now you're free
Unplug from the source
No more underscores
Open up the doors

[Chorus]
Feeling
Oh God, the feeling
We need some healing
We need some healing
God knows if you feel defeated
You have been cheated
You have retreated

[Guitar Solo]

[Chorus]
Feeling
Oh God, the feeling
We need some healing
We need some healing
God knows if you feel defeated
You have been cheated
You have retreated

Zechariah Chapter Eleven

1    OPEN thy doors, O Lebanon, that the fire may devour thy cedars.

2    Howl, fir tree;  for the cedar is fallen;  because the mighty are spoiled:  howl, O ye oaks of Bashan;  for the forest
    of the vintage is come down.


3    There is a voice of the howling of the shepherds;  for their glory is spoiled:  a voice of the roaring of young lions;
    for the pride of Jordan is spoiled.

4    Thus saith the LORD my God;  Feed the flock of the slaughter;

5    Whose possessors slay them and hold themselves not guilty:  and they that sell them say, Blessed be the LORD;
    for I am rich:  and their own shepherds pity them not.

6    For I will no more pity the inhabitants of the land, saith the LORD:  but, lo, I will deliver the men every one into his
    neighbour's hand, and into the hand of his king:  and they shall smite the land, and out of their hand I will not 
    deliver them.

7    And I will feed the flock of slaughter, even you, O poor of the flock.  And I took unto me two staves;  the one I called 
    Beauty, and the other I called Bands;  and I fed the flock.  

8    These shepherds also I cut off in one month;  and my soul lothed them, and their soul also abhorred me.

9    Then said I, I will not feed you:  that that dieth, let it die;  and that that is to be cut off, let it be cut off, and let the rest
    eat every one the flesh of another.


10    And I took my staff, even Beauty, and cut it asunder, that I might break my covenant which I had made with all the people.

11    And it was broken in that day:  and so the poor of the flock that waited upon me knew that it was the word of the LORD.

12    And I said unto them. If ye think good, give me my price;  and if not, forbear.  so they weighed for my price thirty
    pieces of silver.

13    And the LORD said unto me, Cast it unto the potter:  a goodly price that I was prised at of them.  And I took the
    thirty pieces of silver, and cast them to the potter in the house of the LORD.

14    Then I cut asunder mine other staff, even Bands, that I might break the brotherhood between Judah and Israel.


15    And the LORD said unto me, Take unto thee yet the instruments of a foolish shepherd.

16    For, lo, I will raise up a shepherd in the land, which shall not visit those that be cut off, neither shall seek the young
    one, nor heal that that is broken, nor feed that that standeth still:  but he shall eat the flesh of the fat, and tear 
    their claws in pieces.

17    Woe to the idol shepherd that leaveth the flock!  the sword shall be upon his arm, and upon his right eye:  his arm
    shall be clean dried up, and his right eye shall be utterly darkened.

    Zechariah Chapter Eleven - KJV

Saturday, August 1, 2026

Judah & the Lion - Gravel Roads

Judah & the Lion - Gravel Roads 

Just as long as the boys
Gonna go to the bars
As long as the girls
Keep breaking their hearts
As long as the summers
Will go with the lakes
As long as that beer goes down
With a Saturday
 
Just as long as the hippies are in California
As long as the truck will go with a southern boy
Just as long as a good will go with the bye
As long as that crimson will roll with the tide
 
Just as long as the birds and the bees
And the trees and the leaves
Just as long as that red and white
Will go with the blue
As long as these old gravel country roads
Lead me straight home to you
 
Just as long as the porch will go with the swing
As long as some sweet will go in my tea
Just as long as the cabs honk in New York
As long as my Tennessee Vols
Are wearing that orange
 
Just as long as a winter will go with a fire
As long as my grandma comes with her Bible
As long as a marg will go with a beach
As long as that one glass of wine turns into three
 
Just as long as the birds and the bees
And the trees and the leaves
Just as long as that red and white
Will go with the blue
As long as these old gravel country roads
Lead me straight home to you
 
Just as long as the boys say yeee
Just as long as the girls say haaaaw
Just as long as the beers we drink
Just as long as the honky-tonks
Just as long as my dog is in my backseat
Just as long as the roads we wind
Just as long as I’m coming home
And then we turn down
The lights

Blue October - Say It (live concert film, Things We Do At Night - Live From Texas)

 Blue October - Say It

[Verse 1]
It's all about stream, it's all about dreams
It's all about making the best out of everything
You'll know when you're fine, 'cause you'll talk like a mime
You'll fall on your face, you get back up
Man, you're doing fine
"A considerate clown, a preachy preaching machine"
Is one of the sweetest things you would say about me
But I don't have the time for your distorted esteem
Why are you toying with my mind?

[Chorus]
I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say-say-say it
I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say it
I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say-say-say it
Now you're messing with my pride

[Verse 2]
Whoa look, you think you're smarter than me
Well, everyone knows
You will never be smarter than me
That's how it goes
I gained 40 pounds because of you
Was there an "S" on my chest?
Well, I confess you were too much stress
I'd have a heart attack at best
So now I breathe it out, I breathe it out
And I spit it on the crowd
As they lift me up, they lift me up
They lift me up when I'm feeling down
What am I spitting out, spitting out
Something we never talk about?
It's called my mind

[Chorus]
I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say-say-say it
I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say it
I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say-say-say it
Now you're messing with my pride

[Bridge]
Well, I'm sick of standing in your line
So now you'll have to take it
Take this time
I will never let you f--- me over
Stop talking down to me
Your war is old, your game is over
So here's my coldest shoulder

[Chorus]
I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say-say-say it
I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say it
I don't wanna hear you say-say-say-say-say-say-say-say it
Now you're messing with my pride

[Outro]
My pride
Ah, something we don't talk about
Something we don't talk about

Greta Van Fleet - Saw You Stand

 Greta Van Fleet - Saw You Stand

[Verse 1]
Anyone who ever loved, could look at me
And know that I loved you, woah
What a heart and what a beat
Remembering how much I loved you, woah
Woah, ooh-ooh

[Pre-Chorus]
I hope that you'll always know
Life with you made me whole

[Chorus]
I saw you stand
I saw you standing
When you took my hand
I saw you standing

[Verse 2]
In the end I hope you know that I chose you
Because I loved you, woah
And after all is said and done, the war is won
Because I loved you, woah

[Pre-Chorus]
I hope that you'll always know
Life with you made me whole

[Chorus]
I saw you stand
I saw you standing
When you took my hand
I saw you standing

[Guitar Solo]

[Bridge]
I hope that you'll always know
Your light made the darkness glow
I pray you'll forever know
Loving you made me whole

[Outro]
I hope that you'll always know
Life with you made me whole

Bronze Radio Return - Good Company

 Bronze Radio Return - Good Company


I'll stay for a moment
Or hang for a while
You tell me what you want to
Stay here or walk for miles
I could be hard or I could be weak
I could be anything you need
Yes, I will always be good company
I could be off or I could be on
I could be anything you want
Yes, I will always be
Yes, I will always be good company
I've heard jokes
And secrets, too
And I've made promises to folks
And I've followed my words through
I could be hard or I could be weak
I could be anything you need
Yes, I will always be good company
I could be off or I could be on
I could be anything you want
Yes, I will always be
Yes, I will always be good company
I could be right or I could be wrong
You could turn back or come along
What lies ahead I cannot guarantee
We could be last or we could be first
We could move on or in reverse
But either way I'll be your company
But either way I'll be your company
I could be hard or I could be weak
I could be anything you need
Yes, I will always be good company
I could be off or I could be on
I could be anything you want
Yes, I will always be
Yes, I will always be good company

Erik Grönwall - Forever Young (Alphaville cover)

  Erik Grönwall - Forever Young

Let's dance in style, let's dance for a while
Heaven can wait, we're only watching the skies
Hoping for the best, but expecting the worst
Are you gonna drop the bomb or not?

Let us die young or let us live forever
We don't have the power, but we never say never
Sitting in a sandpit, life is a short trip
The music's for the sad men

Can you imagine when this race is won?
Turn our golden faces into the sun
Praising our leaders, we're getting in tune
The music's played by the, the madmen

Forever young
I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever and ever
Forever young
I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever young

Some are like water, some are like the heat
Some are a melody and some are the beat
Sooner or later, they all will be gone
Why don't they stay young?

It's so hard to get old without a cause
I don't want to perish like a fading horse
Youth's like diamonds in the sun
And diamonds are forever

So many adventures couldn't happen today
So many songs we forgot to play
So many dreams swinging out of the blue
We'll let them come true

Forever young
I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever and ever
Forever young
I want to be forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, and ever

Forever young
I wanna be forever young
Do you really want to live forever? (Forever young)

Let's dance in style, let's dance for a while
Heaven can wait, we're only watching the skies
Hoping for the best, but expecting the worst
Are you gonna drop the bomb or not?

Friday, July 31, 2026

How the body keeps the score on trauma | Bessel van der Kolk for Big Think+

Acclaimed psychiatrist Bessel van der Kolk, author of “The Body Keeps The Score,” discusses the widespread existence of trauma and how it manifests in our bodies.

The Happy Fits - Dirty Imbecile (Revisited - official music video)

 The Happy Fits - Dirty Imbecile

If I’m so smart and I’m so pretty
Damn this town and damn this city
You never give me anything that I want
No one seems to really care
They're just wholly unaware
Of all the blood and sweat I cry before dawn

But you won’t understand
All the things that I am
Cause' I’m crazy in just too many ways
But I get that little feel
When my heart starts beating; lungs stop breathing;
All my fibers say to run away

Count my little scars; I’ve got dozens down inside
I come complete and invincible behind my dirty imbecile
All these things I’ve tried, boy: Be cute, be dumb, be wise, be young
So don’t tell me what to fear in the darkness of this atmosphere

Love my mum and love my daddy
Sure they messed me up but that is
Voices that they left inside of my head
Darling, dearest, don’t you see
I’m tough, I’m smart, I’m bourgeoisie?
And I’ll play out this lie until we’re all dead
But you won’t understand
All the things that I am
Cause' I’m crazy in just too many ways
But I get that little feel
When my heart starts beating; lungs stop breathing;
All my fibers say to run away


Count my little scars; I’ve got dozens down inside
I come complete and invincible behind my dirty imbecile
All these things I’ve tried, boy: Be cute, be dumb, be wise, be young
So don’t tell me what to fear in the darkness of this atmosphere

Am I good? Is all I could enough for you?
I’m so scared of when and where I’ll find the truth

Am I good? Is all I could enough for you?
(Count my little scars; I’ve got dozens down inside
I come complete and invincible behind my dirty imbecile)
I’m so scared of when and where I’ll find the truth
(All these things I’ve tried, boy: Be cute, be dumb, be wise, be young
So don’t tell me what to fear in the darkness of this atmosphere)
(Am I good? Is all I could enough for you?)
Count my little scars; I’ve got dozens down inside
I come complete and invincible behind my dirty imbecile
(I’m so scared of when and where I’ll find the truth)
All these things I’ve tried, boy: Be cute, be dumb, be wise, be young
So don’t tell me what to fear in the darkness of this atmosphere

(Am I good? Is all I could enough for you?)
Count my little scars; I’ve got dozens down inside
I come complete and invincible behind my dirty imbecile
(I’m so scared of when and where I’ll find the truth)
All these things I’ve tried, boy: Be cute, be dumb, be wise, be young
So don’t tell me what to fear in the darkness of this atmosphere

(Oh, ooh)
Oh
Oh, oh
(Oh, oh-oh-oh, I am—)
Oh
Oh, oh

I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME - Absinthe

IDKHOW - Absinthe 

Bring to me
Your sons and daughters
‘Cause absinthe makes the heart
Grow fonder

I don’t care what momma says
You’ll wind me up
Or you’ll wind up dead

I don’t care what momma says

I don’t believe whatever this is
Until you burn all of the witches
I won’t believe whatever this is
Whatever they give you
Stop drinking it down

If I were you
Then I’d stop talking
'Cause soon you’ll be a dead man walking

I don’t care what momma says
You’ll wind me up
Or you’ll wind up dead

I don’t care what momma says

I don’t believe whatever this is
Until you burn all of the witches
I won’t believe whatever this is
Whatever they give you
Stop drinking it down

I hear voices
I see visions
These spirits
Are your prison

X 2
I don’t believe whatever this is
Until you burn all of the witches
I don’t believe whatever this is
Until you burn all of the witches
I don’t believe whatever this is
Until you burn all of the witches
I don’t believe whatever this is

Fabrizio - Before the Soul Goes to Waste (The Most Unexpected Voice I've Ever Heard )

Fabrizio - Before the Soul Goes to Waste 

Before the soul goes to waste
I was young and fragile when the liquor took hold
It came as a friend but it left as a foe
If I could go back to the very first sip
I’d clean up the wound that the booze bandaged

Two fifths of whiskey to start the night off
I’d get drunk with the moon go to bed with the sun
Next morning, the taste of familiar regret
You sip on the poison, slow deaths what you get

But the craving is worse than last night
If I don’t quit soon it’ll claim me for life
I’m scared to try one more time
‘Cause when I relapse it feels like a crime

There was a time when drinking felt like making love
Now that woman wants more but I’ve had enough
I’m weary and I’m a fool for falling in temptation
it pulls all my strings and dilutes the hesitation

But the craving is worse than last night
If I don’t quit soon it’ll claim me for life
I’m scared to try one more time
‘Cause when I relapse it feels like a crime
‘Cause when I relapse it feels like a crime

I don’t trust the bottle or its intentions for my life
it wakes up the ghosts that my father left behind
And if I must return to my old deranged ways
Get rid of the body before the soul goes to waste

Red - Already Over (Epic Version)

 Red - Already Over

You never go
You're always here 
Suffocating me
Under my skin
I cannot run away
Fading slowly

I give it all to you
Letting go of me
Reaching as I fall
I know it's already over now
Nothing left to lose
Loving you again
I know it's already over, already over now

My best defense
Running from you 
Cost me everything
I can't resist
Take all you want from me
Breaking slowly

I give it all to you
Letting go of me
Reaching as I fall
I know it's already over now
Nothing left to lose 
Loving you again
I know it's already over, already over now

You're all I'm reaching for
It's already over
All I'm reaching for
It's already over now

I give it all to you 
I offer up my soul
It's already over, already over now!

Give it all to you
Letting go of me
Reaching as I fall 
I know it's already over now
Nothing left to lose
Loving you again
I know it's already over now
It's already over now
I know it's already over, already over

Fall Out Boy - Immortals (from Big Hero 6)

Fall Out Boy - Immortals 

[Verse 1]
They say we are what we are
But we don't have to be
I'm bad behavior, but I do it in the best way
I'll be the watcher (Watcher)
Of the eternal flame
I'll be the guard dog of all your fever dreams

[Pre-Chorus]
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
I am the sand in the bottom half of the hourglass, glass (Glass)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
I try to picture me without you, but I can't

[Chorus]
'Cause we could be immortals, immortals
Just not for long, for long
And live with me forever now
And pull the blackout curtains down
Just not for long, for long

[Post-Chorus]
We could be immor—, immortals
Immor—, immortals
Immor—, immortals
Immor—, immortals

[Interlude]
(Imm—, immortals)

[Verse 2]
Sometimes, the only payoff for having any faith
Is when it's tested again and again every day
I'm still comparing your past to my future
It might be your wound, but they're my sutures

[Pre-Chorus]
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
I am the sand in the bottom half of the hourglass, glass (Glass)
(Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh)
I try to picture me without you, but I can't

[Chorus]
'Cause we could be immortals, immortals
Just not for long, for long
And live with me forever now
And pull the blackout curtains down
Just not for long, for long

[Post-Chorus]
We could be immor—, immortals
Immor—, immortals
[Interlude]
(Immortals)

[Bridge]
And live with me forever now
And pull the blackout curtains down

[Chorus]
We could be immortals, immortals
Just not for long, for long

[Post-Chorus]
We could be immor—, immortals
Immor—, immortals
Immor—, immortals
Immor—, immortals

[Outro]
(Imm—, immortals)

OneRepublic - Counting Stars

OneRepublic - Counting Stars

 [Intro]
Lately, I've been, I've been losin' sleep
Dreamin' about the things that we could be
But baby, I've been, I've been prayin' hard
Said no more countin' dollars, we'll be countin' stars
Yeah, we'll be countin' stars

[Verse 1]
I see this life, like a swinging vine
Swing my heart across the line
And in my face is flashing signs
Seek it out and ye' shall find
[Refrain]
Old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
On just doing what we're told

[Pre-Chorus]
I feel something so right doin' the wrong thing
I feel something so wrong doin' the right thing
I couldn't lie, couldn't lie, couldn't lie
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

[Chorus]
Lately, I've been, I've been losin' sleep
Dreamin' about the things that we could be
But baby, I've been, I've been prayin' hard
Said no more countin' dollars, we'll be countin' stars
Lately, I've been, I've been losin' sleep
Dreamin' about the things that we could be
But baby, I've been, I've been prayin' hard
Said no more countin' dollars, we'll be, we'll be countin' stars

[Verse 2]
I feel your love and I feel it burn
Down this river, every turn
Hope is our four-letter word
Make that money, watch it burn
[Refrain]
Old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
On just doing what we're told

[Pre-Chorus]
I feel something so wrong doin' the right thing
I couldn't lie, couldn't lie, couldn't lie
Everything that drowns me makes me wanna fly

[Chorus]
Lately, I've been, I've been losin' sleep
Dreamin' about the things that we could be
But baby, I've been, I've been prayin' hard
Said no more countin' dollars, we'll be countin' stars
Lately, I've been, I've been losin' sleep
Dreamin' about the things that we could be
But baby, I've been, I've been prayin' hard
Said no more countin' dollars, we'll be, we'll be countin' stars

[Bridge]
Take that money, watch it burn
Sink in the river the lessons I learned
Take that money, watch it burn
Sink in the river the lessons I learned
Take that money, watch it burn
Sink in the river the lessons I learned
Take that money, watch it burn
Sink in the river the lessons I learned
[Pre-Chorus]
Everything that kills me makes me feel alive

[Chorus]
Lately, I've been, I've been losin' sleep
Dreamin' about the things that we could be
But baby, I've been, I've been prayin' hard
Said no more countin' dollars, we'll be countin' stars
Lately, I've been, I've been losin' sleep
Dreamin' about the things that we could be
But baby, I've been, I've been prayin' hard
Said no more countin' dollars, we'll be, we'll be counting stars

[Outro]
Take that money, watch it burn
Sink in the river the lessons I've learned
Take that money, watch it burn
Sink in the river the lessons I've learned
Take that money, watch it burn
Sink in the river the lessons I've learned
Take that money, watch it burn
Sink in the river the lessons I've learned

Crowder - Crushing Snakes: Showdown Ft. TAYA

  Crowder - Crushing Snakes: Showdown

We’re not afraid
Terrors of night
Arrows that fly by day
Ten thousand may fall but we
We will remain

We’re not afraid
A promise of God
Can never be torn away
Walking on hands of angels
Crushing snakes
Safe under the shadow of His wings
Our fortress and our strength
Our fortress

We’re taking back our freedom
Our battle has been won
We have been liberated
Back from the dead,we’ve come

Do you see Him
King of Heaven
Champion of all creation

Eyes of fire
Voice of thunder
Tearing through the sky in wonder

Dressed in light we
See Him coming
On a horse that’s white like lightning

Do you see Him
Piercing through the sky
Breaking through the darkness
Do you see Him

I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME - Modern Day Cain

 IDKHOW - Modern Day Cain

A modern concussion 
The room is on fire
You're an upstanding model
of a modern day Cain
with impeccable style

But now you've done a little wrong
and you need to be forgiven 
by the vicar and the company you keep
and then you conjure up a fiction
to get the pretty girl to listen

This is the sin
That I will confess to release myself
from consequence
And everyone can tell

The moral objection
to something so profane 
but the deepest of convictions 
are the darkest positions
little remissions for the varicose vain 

Now you've done a little wrong 
and you swear you didn’t do it
but volition left you burdened with a curse
and then you conjure up a fiction
to get the pretty girls to listen

This is the sin
That I will confess to release myself
from consequence
And everyone can tell

The Warning - Ritual

The Warning - Ritual 

[Verse 1]
I think I'm going blind
Oh, I can't see the signs
I feel it coming, I feel it coming
I hope you close my eyes
When I run out of time
Can't keep on running, I keep becoming

[Pre-Chorus]
Unrealistically distressed
I play it out in my head
Catastrophically obsessed
It makes me wanna rip my heart out of my chest 'cause

[Chorus]
I just see death in what is beautiful
Plan all the funerals (Oh, oh, oh)
Everyone's blissfully delusional
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual

[Verse 2]
Ignoring my prescription
I've found my new addiction
Now I'm not eating, and I'm not sleeping
My mind is playing fiction
A curse of my existence
Hyperfixation, no medication

[Pre-Chorus]
Stops me from calling the dead
Light the candles on my bed
Bracing for the world to end
It makes me wanna rip my hair out of my head 'cause

[Chorus]
I just see death in what is beautiful
Plan all the funerals (Oh, oh, oh)
Everyone's blissfully delusional
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual

[Bridge]
(I run and run and run and run and run from nothing)
(I run and run and run and run and run from nothing)
(I run and run and run and run and run from nothing)
(I run and run and run and run and run from nothing)

[Chorus]
I just see death in what is beautiful
Plan all the funerals (Oh oh oh)
Everyone's blissfully delusional
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual

[Post-Chorus]
(I run and run and run and run and run from nothing)
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual
(I run and run and run and run and run from nothing)
(I run and run and run and run and run from nothing)
But I deprive myself like it's a ritual


Jeremy Camp - Dead Man Walking

 Jeremy Camp - Dead Man Walking

Freedom was something I never found
Trying to find six feet underground
Under the weight of all of my sin
Fighting the fight that I couldn't win
Then You rescued me
And now I can breathe
I was a dead man walking
Until I was a man walking with You
I was a blind man falling
Until I felt the life You're calling me to
Pulling me out of the darkness and
Pulling me out of the lies
Putting the beat in my heart again
I was a dead man walking
Until You loved this dead man walking back to life
I look for the words but cannot explain
A new kind of love ran into my veins
You are the key to all of my chains
To all that I was, now I'm not a slave
Then You rescued me
And now I can breathe
I was a dead man walking
Until I was a man walking with You
I was a blind man falling
Until I felt the life You're calling me to
Pulling me out of the darkness and
Pulling me out of the lies
Putting the beat in my heart again
I was a dead man walking
Until You loved this dead man walking back to life
I have tasted and I've seen the wonders of Your heart
I do not deserve a thing, but that's just who You are
I was a dead man walking
Until I was a man walking with You
I was a blind man falling
Until I felt the life You're calling me to
Pulling me out of the darkness and
Pulling me out of the lies
Putting the beat in my heart again
I was a dead man walking
Until You loved this dead man walking back to life
I was a dead man walking
Until You loved this dead man walking back to life